Christopher’s Daily Journal

Posted on August 1, 2010 by Christopher

I made this first official daily entry on August 1, 2010.

Throughout the years, I will be adding to the archives of this journal by making notes on dates occurring before August 1, 2010.  But if it is one’s desire to follow my current daily thoughts, and that one wishes to understand what happened yesterday that might have influenced a thought shared today, then one should read all the daily entries leading up to that day, beginning with August 1, 2010.

As the archived record grows, one may search the archives and review any day of any year highlighted therein.  The entries into this journal of my past reflections and experiences will be an ongoing process as I compile the information necessary for my future autobiography, The Man From Joe’s Bar and Grill.  This autobiography will not be published as a first edition until the year 2012.  With the information provided from my ongoing daily journal, there will be future updated editions of the autobiography as they are needed and prepared.

What I write on a daily basis will be reviewed and edited for grammar, punctuation, and comprehension; therefore, there will be as many updates to my personal entries as my editors feel are needed.  (Sometimes my hands work independently of my imperfect brain and things are not quite expressed as they are meant to be. :-) )

I pull no punches in this journal, nor am I embarrassed by any of my personal realities.  My enemies and critics are welcome to follow the posts and research and verify everything that is written—for it will be the truth as far as I am able to express it.  And yes, I realize that anything I say can be used against me in a court of law by any who wish to confront me there.  I have nothing to hide from the laws established in our world, as long as those enforcing the laws treat me with the same equality and fairness afforded and granted to others.  Unfortunately, as has been in my past, this is not always the case.

Whether or not one believes what is written is not my concern.  My deepest desire is that my thoughts are made available to the world to counter the falsehoods and misrepresentations that others have imagined, invented, and publicly published or will publish about me and this Marvelous Work and a Wonder®.

Those who choose to interpret my feelings and actions with their own personal prejudices are welcome to do so.  Human truth is formed and accepted exclusively in the mind of each individual—thus creating as many real truths as there are free-willed human beings.  Therefore, to the honest seeker of truth, who understands this, and also that there are always two sides to any issue, this journal will be of benefit.

I am and will always be whoever a free-willed human being wants me to be.  Good for some, evil for others.  But all that is ultimately important to me is being true to myself.  If I am satisfied with who I am and what I do, then what others think about me does not matter.

I am completely satisfied with who I am and what I do!

One might see the photo presented in this daily journal and ask, “Why the long hair, Christopher?”

My response, “Why not?”

:-)

Welcome to my world!

—Christopher

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Our Divorce … mean kids.

Posted on February 2, 2012 by Christopher

It’s probably not a secret any more that Sheri and I are getting a divorce.  She’s finally figured out that her life with me would never serve either of us to our best benefit or interests.  You gotta give it to her for trying, she was the best woman who ever made an attempt.  And as everyone should know, she has absolutely no blame.  She’s as close to the perfect wife that any man could hope for, and I’m sure in time suitors will line up for her hand, and if they get it, they’ll be overjoyed at my loss.  :-)

Now that I’m out of her life, I have a word or two to say to her two daughters, Jenna and Cassie:

How can you two be so mean and so nasty to your mother?  She didn’t desert either of you.

Cassie, you treated your mother like shit until she had no choice but to let you live somewhere else until you showed some respect to her.  She helped you come to Utah for awhile, cosigned on a car, and when you couldn’t pay on it, she took the $30,000 debt on herself AND GAVE YOU HER PAID IN FULL CAR.  You’ve treated her with nothing less than disdain and disrespect since I’ve known you.  And now that I don’t have to know you any longer, I CAN ASSURE YOU IT IS NOT YOUR MOTHER WHO HAS LOST OUT ON THE RELATIONSHIP, IT IS YOU!  YOU’RE A PIECE OF WORK, GIRL, AND I CAN ONLY HOPE SINCE YOUR MOTHER IS NOW AWAY FROM ME, YOU CAN GIVE HER THE RESPECT SHE DESERVES.

AND Jenna,

What’s this shit about your mother abandoning you?  You wanted to live with your father, and your mother supported that decision, paying child support and loving you the same.

Both of Sheri’s daughters are two of the most spoiled brats I’ve ever known … and now I can speak this way because they’ll never have to see or deal with me again.

Neither Jenna or Cassie has contacted their mother for weeks, and check out what Jenna put on her facebook page to mock her mother:

 

She doesn’t  say anything about her own dear mother, who has supported her and loved her, her whole life.

Now guess what?  Little Missy Bitches!  You have no part of me, so you can stop the bullshit disrespect of your mother now because of me, and you can stop lying to your friends and telling them your mother follows a man in a cult.

  Your mother needs you … but then again … I’m not sure any mother needs to be treated like you two spoiled brats have treated your mother.

Ah, isn’t it nice to say what you think?  :-)

And a note to Rod Vessels’s kids:

Maury Vessels (Rod’s ex) and her children make me sick!  Here’s a man who barely wants to live, and when he does, it’s in a state of depression, and they haven’t made an attempt to come and visit him, not even once!  What?  Do you think he’s also in a cult controlled by me?  What?  Do you think your LDS/Mormon God is punishing him for leaving your church?  Come on folks!  Is your precious alimony all you can think about Maury?  WTF?  The man would be dead if it wasn’t for me and this cult, what then would you be getting?  You have no compassion and less humanity … shame on you and yours!

And Julie Taggart’s kids:  Give me a break!  If you ever want to sit down and see the emotional toil you and your father have put on Julie compared to what she found in this work, then let’s do it, face-to-face.   I’m tired of the bullshit you say about me behind my back.  Why do you bad mouth me to others, presenting your mother as some brainwashed idiot following a cult leader?  You might want to check yourselves.  I can’t stand how you treat your mother.  I’m not her kid or her husband, so, yeppers, I can treat her as I do.  :-)

And the rest of the children of those who claim to support me and this work … are you spoiled rotten brats?

What if I were a cult leader?  What if I did tell your parents to leave your asses to your spoiled selves and fend for yourselves after you were legally old enough to do so?  What then?

The people who are associated with this Marvelous Work and a Wonder® are some of the best humans on this planet, and some of the children who belong to them are the most inhumane … go figure.  The messenger might be an ass at times, as he tells the truth for what it really is…

But again, it’s not my problem you people have rotten kids. They’re not my children.  I don’t have any children, I tried once, but they too showed the worst colors of humanity.  Thank god I don’t have to deal with them!  And, I don’t have many friends because I choose not to have any; and now I don’t even have a wife, so I don’t have to worry any longer about what her selfish, self-centered, ungrateful kids do to her.

Sigh … :-)

I just had to say it … that’s why I said it.

And, no, it wasn’t very nice … but it was true!

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