I’m not going to explain it here, today, because I emotionally can’t at this time.
It’s time for my hair to be cut. Goodbye “Jesus” cut, hello modern man cut.
In a few days, when it can be arranged, I’ll be cutting my hair. I haven’t cut my hair, except for a trim here and there, since 2004.
I knew this time would come when I no longer needed “the look.” Since I will rarely, if ever, appear in public as the true messenger of the Marvelous Work and a Wonder®, there is no reason to keep my hair long.
I don’t want to stick out in a crowd. I don’t want to be any different than anyone else. And there are other very specific reasons that are dear to my heart why cutting my hair is a great milestone and of great significance to the Marvelous Work and a Wonder®.
For those interested, look up the references for “hair” in the 666 book and you will gather some significance of what the symbolic nature of my hair style was. I no longer am required to adhere to this style … so the hair is coming off.
I’m going to have someone cut my hair, and I’m not going to reveal who out of privacy and respect for this person and this person’s family. And I’m going to deliver the long, cut portion of my hair to someone … and I’m not going to reveal to whom out of privacy and respect issues. The person who will keep my hair has a relevance in my life, and a symbolic relevance to my hair, that is important to me and the Marvelous Work and a Wonder®.
I cried today thinking about losing it … not because the hair is so special to me, but because its significance is. We’ve spent 8 long years together … me and my hair. It’s been a friend at times and a nuisance at others.
Hello, normal looking man child who is no better or worse than any other man in this mortal experience.
:-( (Yep, that’s not a smile.)