Chapter 30: Greater love hath no man.

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Albert Einstein is probably one of the world’s most popular intellectuals.  Some consider him one of the most intelligent humans to ever live.

Since Grandpa isn’t going to be able to convince many in this world that my mentors are actually the most intelligent humans who have lived upon this planet … Einstein will have to do for the purpose of this chapter on my life.

You’re going to find that most people, including many of your own parents (my biological children), don’t like your grandfather, and are of the opinion that I have a few screws loose in my brain plate.  You’ll find all kinds of bullshit out there that presents Grandpa as a cult leader, a murderer, a conman, a sexual predator, a sex trafficker, a pedophile, a child abuser, a manipulator, a deceiver … Fuck, I don’t know all the things that people call me … but you can rest assured that there’s a bunch of negative things that have been written about me.

The biggest problem that my enemies and critics face is that Grandpa is telling the Real Truth about how things really are presently, how things really will be in the future, and how things really were in the past. This causes my critics and enemies to lose any personal worth or value that they might have otherwise gained … unless they can prove that Grandpa is a cult leader, a murderer, a conman, a sexual predator, a sex trafficker, a pedophile, a child abuser, a manipulator, a deceiver … whateverthefuck.

My critics and enemies will claim to have found, and can provide, lots of documentation that proves that I am the monster they present me to be … the one they think I should be.

Grandpa has a recorded interview with a guy named, Bryce Blankenagel.  Blankenagel produces his own podcast, Naked Mormonism, which takes a skeptical look at what Blankenagel claims is “the true history of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day saints.  Not the dressed up PR friendly version, the naked version!

Grandpa confronts Blankenagel during the interview and calls into question all of the “documentation” that Blankenagel claims proves his point of view about Mormon history … and for which, of course, Blankenagel is paid “handsomely.”  Yep, you can actually hear (with your own ears) this guy boast about how he makes a good living spewing his version of what he thinks Mormon history should be.  (If you’re interested, here’s a link to the full interview.)

Grandpa tries to explain the Real Truth behind the work that I do and the work that Joseph Smith was asked to do, in relation to the story presented to the world as the unsealed and sealed parts of the Book of Mormon.  Blankenagel doesn’t listen to a thing I say.  Nor does he attempt to ask me any questions about why Joseph Smith and I did and do what we did and do.

Blankenagel calls what we did “nefarious.”

Blankenagel insists that the “documentation” that he has found in his research supports his view that Joseph Smith and Mormonism is a fraud and “nefarious.”  Well, for fuck sakes, of course all of the documentation that Blankenagel finds in his research supports his view that Mormon history isn’t what the LDS/Mormon Church has “dressed up” in its “PR friendly version.”

Blankenagel wants to see a pig.  So do those from whom he receives money and accolade for what he claims to be the truth.  Blankenagel is looking for anything that will prove that a pig is a pig.

But what if the pig that Blankenagel and his benefactors see is really a lamb dressed in pig’s clothing?

Is Blankenagel going to publish the “documentation” that he finds that will prove that someone dressed up a lamb to look like a pig?  Of course not.

Blankenagel is not going to be “paid handsomely” to prove that the pig is actually a lamb in pig’s clothing.  What kind of personal profit would be in that?

If Blankenagel would have taken the time to listen to what Grandpa could have explained to him, I would have introduced “documentation” and logical argument and evidence that proved that Joseph Smith’s original religious animal (i.e., idea) was actually a lamb.  I could have explained how his followers, especially Brigham Young and Heber C. Kimball, dressed it up to look like a pig after Joseph was killed.

Blankenagel might have come to understand that there’s no profit (in tithing and souls) to be made by those who have “dressed up” and care for the pig, using their “PR friendly version” to make sure that no one realizes that the pig is actually a lamb.

You see, Grandkids, the world would rather see a pig than a lamb.  A pig is dirty, noisy, unpredictable, and newsworthy.  A lamb is rather boring.  It’s just a simple lamb.

The LDS/Mormon Church and Bryce Blakenagel are paid handsomely to present a pig, regardless of how it is presented.  When Grandpa comes along and starts taking off the pig’s clothing in order to show that it is actually a lamb in pig’s clothing, I threaten the Church’s and Blaenagel’s profit-making ability.  Yep!  Really!

There’s also a video when I confront a self-appointed Jesus-promoter, Shawn McCraney.  And yes, it gets rather uncomfortable for this “wolf in sheep’s clothing” when I start to threaten his ability to make money and gain followers for the puke he spews about Jesus.

If you’re interested, you might find it entertaining too.  It provides more empirical evidence of what your grandpa was asked to do, and how he was asked to do it: confront those who profit from religion.

Once I was asked to call in to a popular radio show called Coast to Coast and speak with the host, Art Bell, about the book of Revelation.  The topic of discussion was the Apocalypse mentioned in Revelation.

The problem is, Revelation does not mention the word “apocalypse,” nor does Revelation present a situation where the world is destroyed in some apocalyptic way.

On the air, I pointed out to Bell that not only is the word “apocalypse,” or any derivative of the word, not found in Revelation, but the storyline presents the creation of a new world order ushered in.  This occurs after the “kings and merchants” (politicians and business leaders) are confronted by a guy riding on a white horse with a sharp two-edged sword coming out of his mouth.

Bell put me on hold during a commercial.  His producer came on the phone and told me that Bell wanted to speak with me.  Off the air, Bell basically apologized and told me that he appreciated my comments, that they made a lot of sense to him, but that he was strictly an entertainer.  It was Bell’s apologetic way of telling me he wasn’t going to let me continue on his show.

I’ve confronted a lot of these fucks over the years, who, like the LDS/Mormon Church, personally profit by gaining followers and having followers contribute to their cause.  You can imagine why they don’t like me very much and will not give me any time on their stage.

If you notice in the video above where I am on Shawn McCraney’s show, Heart of the Matter, I am very, very careful of what I say and how I say it.  This was the only way I could get McCraney to give me some time on his show.  But once he saw that my shit was starting to smell better than his, and he knew that people were watching his show to wallow in his pig shit, not mine, he would not let me return.

If you watch the entire show when I was with McCraney, you’ll find a part where I confront his Christian views and line of thinking about Jesus dying for our sins as his (Jesus’) main mission on Earth.  I ask McCraney to look up John 17:4 and explain why Jesus said, as he prayed to his Father in heaven,

“I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do.”

According to the story, Jesus had not yet been killed and died on the cross for the sins of the world, as Christians are deceived in believing was Jesus’ mission.

The story of Jesus, presented as the Gospel of John, is very clear and specific that Jesus was sent to the earth to teach people to do certain things, and that the people “believe[d] not” the words that the Father told Jesus to tell the people:

“Jesus saith unto them, My meat is to do the will of him that sent me, and to finish his work.  (John 4:34)

But I have greater witness than that of John: for the works which the Father hath given me to finish, the same works that I do, bear witness of me, that the Father hath sent me.

And the Father himself, which hath sent me, hath borne witness of me. Ye have neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape.

And ye have not his word abiding in you: for whom he hath sent, him ye believe not.  (John 5:36-38)

And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.  I have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do.”  (John 17:3-4)

According to the Bible story, Jesus finished his Father’s work long before he was crucified.  Obviously, part of the Father’s work was not to have Jesus murdered.  And why was Jesus crucified?  Because he was doing his Father’s work.  And what was his Father’s work?  Teaching the people things.  And what were the things that he was told by the Father to teach the people?  Well, let’s get Jesus’ words from the Book of Mormon story:

“And now it came to pass that when Jesus had ended these sayings [Sermon on the Mount as recorded in Matthew 5, 6, and 7, and given word for word the same in 3 Nephi 12, 13, and 14] he cast his eyes round about on the multitude, and said unto them: Behold, ye have heard the things which I taught before I ascended to my Father [over in Jerusalem]; therefore, whoso remembereth these sayings of mine and doeth them, him will I raise up at the last day.”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 15: 1)

The Book of Mormon Jesus told the people that the Father sent him to do for the people living in the Western Hemisphere (native Americans) what the Father sent him to do, and what he did, for the people in the Eastern Hemisphere (the Jews and Gentiles).

And yeah, Blakenagel, the fucking nefarious authors of the Book of Mormon story had no choice but to incorporate Christian beliefs and ideas into their storyline, or none of their nefarious ideas would have been considered by the white-skinned European-American Christians!

The nefarious geniuses who wrote the Book of Mormon storyline actually presented the Real Truth about the mission of Jesus.  All one would need is the original manuscript of the Book of Mormon as Oliver Cowdery wrote it down.

Here is what the original manuscript says for 3 Nephi 11:14:

“Arise and come forth unto me, that ye may thrust your hands into my side, and also that ye may feel the prints of the nails in my hands and in my feet, that ye may know that I am the God of Israel, and the God of the whole earth, and have been slain because of the sins of the world.”

Go ahead, ye Latter-day Saint scribes and pharisees, ye wicked priests who have dressed an innocent lamb in pig’s clothing, get out the original manuscript that Oliver Cowdery wrote.  Compare it to the one that E.B. Grandin (the book’s original printer) had John H. Gilbert (an editor who worked for him) edit in preparation for printing the document.  Yeah!  Really!

Look at it, ye fucks!  Ye wolves who have dressed up a lamb to appear as a swine!

Why the fuck would Gilbert cross out the words “because of” and write “for” in its place?

Why?

BECAUSE GRANDIN AND GILBERT WERE FUCKING WHITE-SKINNED EUROPEAN-AMERICAN CHRISTIANS WHO BELIEVED THAT JESUS DIED FOR THEIR SINS.  They believed that Jesus died to save them from going to hell for beating the hell out of all the native Americans and stealing their home!

The nefarious brothers who wrote the fucking book did not intend the word to be “for.”  They texted “because of” to Joseph Smith, who read the text to Cowdery.  The word was meant as a conjunction not a preposition, ye fucks!

Oh, yeah, most people who speak and read English don’t have a fucking clue how sentences are structured … So let me explain it to my dear grandchildren:

Jesus did not die for the sins of the world.

Jesus died because of the sins of the world.

Go ahead, research the word “for.”  Check out this link.  Check out what it presents under “Conjunction,” item 34.  There ya go!

Because your profane Grandpa was chosen by the nefarious fucks (according to our critics and enemies) who actually wrote the Book of Mormon story, let me put it in my own words:

Jesus died because the world is fucking evil and full of sin!  Jesus’ teachings told people to love themselves (because the kingdom of God IS actually within your own mind) and to love others like you do yourself.  But BECAUSE the world is so fucking evil, the people of this world killed the guy!  Just like they would like to kill Ol’ Grandpa because he is pointing out that Jesus didn’t die FOR THEIR SINS!  If you’re a fucking asshole who does bad things to other people, you’re always going to be a fucking asshole … that’s just the way that your brain works.  An innocent guy getting murdered isn’t going to change that you’re an asshole!

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The Brothers’ story presented their Jesus, not as someone who had died for the sins of the world, but who took upon him “the sins of the world, in the which (taking upon the sins) [he] suffered the will of the Father in all things from the beginning.”

“Behold, I am Jesus Christ, whom the prophets testified shall come into the world.

And behold, I am the light and the life of the world; and I have drunk out of that bitter cup which the Father hath given me, and have glorified the Father in taking upon me the sins of the world, in the which I have suffered the will of the Father in all things from the beginning.”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 11:10-11)

Don’t you think it’s a “bitter cup” that a True Messenger drinks from, when he is hated, ridiculed, persecuted, called a cult leader, a murderer, a conman, a sexual predator, a sex trafficker, a pedophile, a child abuser, a manipulator, a deceiver, and all the other fucking things that he might be called??!!

Don’t you see how a True Messenger “takes upon him the sins of the world, in the which he suffers the will of his fucking mentors … in all things from the beginning”?

Grandpa didn’t die for anyone’s sins, because I am not dead yet!  I am not dead yet because I have not finished the work that “the Father” has given me to do!  I haven’t revealed all the things that “the Father” wants me to reveal to the world, the revelation of which, or rather the “revealing of which,” is the ONLY way that a person can be redeemed by the fall!

That’s right!  Read the clues that my nefarious mentors incorporated into their story:

“And when he had said these words, behold, the Lord showed himself unto him, and said: Because thou knowest these things ye are redeemed from the fall; therefore ye are brought back into my presence; therefore I show myself unto you.

Behold, I am he who was prepared from the foundation of the world to redeem my people. Behold, I am Jesus Christ. I am the Father and the Son. In me shall all mankind have life, and that eternally, even they who shall believe on my name; and they shall become my sons and my daughters.”  (BOM, Ether 3:13-14)

Okay, let’s use Gilbert’s edits here:

For the things that thou knowest, ye are redeemed from the fall.”

According to the storyline of this part of their Book of Mormon, Jesus appears to the brother of Jared (the Book of Mormon character) thousands of years before Jesus is supposedly born.  He tells the brother of Jared that he (the Brother of Jared) is redeemed from the fall because Jesus showed the brother of Jared his (Jesus’) true nature.

Where the fuck do you think the nefarious brothers got the idea of the Real Truth about the fact that a person is “redeemed from the fall,” or “saved from the sins of the world,” by knowing who Jesus Christ actually is?

Here ya go:

“And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.

I have glorified thee on the earth: I have finished the work which thou gavest me to do.”  (John 17:3-4)

So who is the REAL Jesus Christ?  Who is the REAL Father?

For fuck sakes!  The blind and deaf Latter-day Saints who believe in the Book of Mormon have it right before their fucking eyes!

“Behold, I am Jesus Christ.  I am the Father and the Son.  In me shall all mankind have life, and that eternally, even they who shall believe on my name; and they shall become my sons and my daughters.”  (BOM, Ether 3:14)

“… I would that ye should understand that God himself shall come down among the children of men, and shall redeem his people (by teaching them the fucking Real Truth).

And because he dwelleth in flesh he shall be called the Son of God, and having subjected the flesh to the will of the Father, being the Father and the Son—

The Father, because he was conceived by the power of God; and the Son, because of the flesh; thus becoming the Father and Son—

And they are one God, yea, the very Eternal Father of heaven and of earth.

And thus the flesh becoming subject to the Spirit, or the Son to the Father, being one God, suffereth temptation, and yieldeth not to the temptation, but suffereth himself to be mocked, and scourged, and cast out, and disowned by his people.”  (BOM, Mosiah 15:1-5)

“Behold, he created Adam, and by Adam came the fall of man.  And because of the fall of man came Jesus Christ, even the Father and the Son; and because of Jesus Christ came the redemption of man.”  (BOM, Mormon 9:12)

WTF?  You might ask.  If Jesus is both the Father and the Son, as the Book of Mormon clearly points out, who the fuck did Joseph Smith see during his First Vision?

Well, Grandkids, here’s how it all went down:

Joseph had been given a lamb to sacrifice for … no … BECAUSE OF the white-skinned European-American people and their sins.  But they didn’t want a lamb to sacrifice.  So, to protect the lamb from being slaughtered, they allowed it to be dressed up like a pig.  When Joseph protested that the people were dressing up his precious lamb like a pig, they threatened him and called him a fallen prophet.  The four men who gave Joseph the lamb for the people, told him to go ahead and let the people dress the lamb as a pig, so that the pig could create all kinds of shit and mud in which the people would fall and stumble.  (See BOM, Jacob 4:14.)

After Joseph Smith was murdered BECAUSE OF the wickedness of his own people, Brigham Young and other leaders made sure that the people would always see a pig.  Since the time that the young American teenager’s brain was first transfigured, and since the time that he tried to tell the world that Christianity is a fucking pig, and offer the world a “Lamb of God,” the people have only seen a pig.  That’s all they want to see.

Joseph’s critics and enemies have every right to point out what they see.  They see a pig.  It looks like a pig, it smells like a pig, it feels like a pig, it sounds like a pig, and it tastes like a pig.  It’s a fucking pig!

Grandpa’s job is to take off the pig’s clothing and show the lamb that has been hidden since the foundation of the world.

Albert Einstein said a lot of cool things that he learned throughout his life.  He said, “A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.”

What is written in the history books, from which the world gains its knowledge and “facts,” is a bunch of pig shit!  History is what the people of the world think it should be, not what it really was.

Grandpa could write volumes, and within provide sound empirical evidence, that proves that none … ABSOLUTELY NONE … of the world’s documented history is Real Truth.

There’s that term again: empirical evidence.

I always italicize the term because of its importance for you, my grandchildren, in finding the Real Truth, which in the case of history (things that happened in the past), is things as they really happened.

Empirical evidence is the singular most important thing that you can depend upon in your search for Real Truth.  If you do not see something through your own physical eyes … not through someone else’s eyes as they report seeing it … THROUGH YOUR OWN EYES; if you do not hear something with your own ears … not listening to what someone else heard in their ears and then reports to you … WITH YOUR OWN EARS; if you do not smell something through your own nose … not through someone else’s nose as they might describe the smell to you … THROUGH YOUR OWN NOSE; if you do not feel something with your own touch … not someone else’s touch, WITH YOUR OWN TOUCH; if you do not taste something with your own mouth … not someone else’s mouth tasting and then describing the taste to you, WITH YOUR OWN MOUTH …

IF YOU DO NOT EXPERIENCE IT WITH YOUR OWN SENSES, THE THING CANNOT (SHOULD NOT) BE TRUSTED.

As Grandpa continues to write his autobiography, I get news whiffs of Giuseppe Conte, (the leader of the country in which I am currently residing) and the American President, Donald J. Trump, both complaining about “Fake News.”

As it is in politics, different newspapers support different leaders.  Some news entities report positive things about leaders, others only report negative things.  But each news report claims to contain the “facts.”  Whether it’s the Italian la Repubblica (founded in Rome) reporting about Conte, or the New York Times (in the United States) reporting about Trump, both newspapers advertise their news as the “facts.”  People read whatever “facts” support the pig that they see, regardless of the innocent lamb that might be hidden underneath.

Because so many people see Grandpa as a pig, and Albert Einstein as a lamb, I thought it best to use some of Einstein’s most famous quotes to prove that underneath Grandpa’s pigskin, is actually an innocent lamb:

Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts.

Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.

Unthinking respect for authority is the greatest enemy of truth.

Try not to become a man of success, but rather try to become a man of value.

I am by heritage a Jew, by citizenship a Swiss, and by makeup a human being, and only a human being, without any special attachment to any state or national entity whatsoever.

Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.

Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted.

Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.

Look deep into nature, and then you will understand everything better.

All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree.

Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex… It takes a touch of genius – and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction.

A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.

In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

A person who never made a mistake never tried anything new.

Education is what remains after one has forgotten what one has learned in school.

A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin; what else does a man need to be happy?

A human being is part of a whole called by us the universe.

The important thing is to not stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing.

A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?

Anger dwells only in the bosom of fools.

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving.

Concern for man and his fate must always form the chief interest of all technical endeavors. Never forget this in the midst of your diagrams and equations.

There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

All that is valuable in human society depends upon the opportunity for development accorded the individual.

Once you stop learning, you start dying.

It’s not that I’m so smart, it’s just that I stay with problems longer.

It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity.

Only one who devotes himself to a cause with his whole strength and soul can be a true master. For this reason mastery demands all of a person.

He who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead; his eyes are closed.

I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious.

Weak people revenge. Strong people forgive. Intelligent people ignore.

A ship is always safe at shore but that is not what it’s built for.

What is right is not always popular, and what is popular is not always right.

Education is not the learning of facts, it’s rather the training of the mind to think.

I speak to everyone in the same way, whether he is the garbage man or the president of the university.

I am thankful for all of those who said NO to me.  Its because of them I’m doing it myself.

Never give up on what you really want to do. The person with big dreams is more powerful than the one with all the facts.

Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen.

Every one of the above quotes mean something to Grandpa’s life and experience.

The work that I do has one end in mind: to provide equal opportunity for the development accorded the individual.  As Einstein concluded by the end of his life:

“All that is valuable in human society depends upon the opportunity for development accorded the individual.”

This is the true purpose for mortal human existence.  If human society cannot accomplish the task of providing every person born on this planet with the opportunity for personal, individual development according to their free will, this earth will NOT serve the measure of its creation and will one day be destroyed.

OUR GROUP has tried many, many times to make it right and create a world that fulfills the measure for which planet Earth was created.  We have failed.

Our last hope is that the people of Earth are provided with the Real Truth about who they are and why they exist, so that perhaps, then, they might understand the important and monumental task of creating a new earth, a new world, where a person can be born and use unconditional free will in the mortal experience.

There is no other purpose for Grandpa’s life.  There is no other reason why the Marvelous Work and a Wonder® and The Humanity Party® exists … ABSOLUTELY NONE!

In spite of this being all that I teach, all of which my Message is comprised, people hate me and want me to die.

This I can promise my critics and enemies, I will not die until I have finished the work that the REAL “Heavenly Father” has sent me to Earth to do.

I can promise you that you will not find a man upon this earth, outside of the five of us, who has a greater love of humanity than we do … in spite of Grandpa’s profane and blasphemous outbursts.

Consider that “life” upon Earth consists of those things that make one happy; that bring one value and purpose; that others see as good and accomplished.  As you consider these things, know that your grandfather

“…laid down his life for his friends.

Ye are my friends, IF ye do whatsoever I command you.”  (John 15:13-14)

But Grandpa, that kind of speech feels like it is coming from a cult leader, “Do whatsoever I command you.”  WTF?

What is it that I “command of you,” if you are my friend?

Nothing more or less than for you to do everything in your power to create a human society in which “the opportunity for development accorded the individual” is provided to all equally.

And if the Christians want to get rid of me and silence me for this, so would they have done to their own Jesus:

Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.  Ye are my friends, if ye do whatsoever I command you.”  (John 15:13-14.)

When my mentors set up my role, they based it entirely on what is written in the Bible’s book of Revelation, chapter 14.  Jesus is always referred to as “the Son of man.”  But chapter 14 talks about the “one like unto the Son of man.”  (Study how they used the “one like unto the Son of man” in their narrative and compare it to who I am and how they called me.)

Now let me tell you a Real Truth that makes others want to silence me:

I am greater than Jesus Christ.  I am greater than Moses.  I am greater than Abraham.  I am greater than all the gods of all religion.  I am greater because I am a real person.  None of these were real.  None of these can show the world what it must do to save itself.  But I can.

None of these has loved like I have loved.

I showed this great love to my father by offering Walt’s Milk House to him and Gloria so that they might have something upon which they could depend into their retirement years.  He lied and tried to get me arrested.  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it.)

I showed this great love to Paula and Carl Ladenburg by driving to Montana and moving Brittany and Joshua closer so that the Ladenburg’s could be a part of the kids’ lives.  They kidnapped the kids and lied, claiming child abuse to justify what they did.  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it.)

I showed this great love to Marcee Kay Jaynes Quirk and Vicky Prunty Batchelor by pretending to be a polygamist so that I could free them from the “pig” that Brigham Young had dressed and promoted.  They would lie and give me little to no credit for saving them.  They would not let me see the three children we shared.  They would present me as an abuser, a manipulator, a deceiver, a monster.  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it.)

I showed this great love for Jackie Stoll Howard by finally letting her go, forcing her out of my life, so that she could find a man who would love her the way that she wanted to be loved.  She would lie and accuse me of not paying child support, of abusing her, of being a monster.  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it.)

I showed this great love to Christine Marie Katas by introducing that the “Three Nephites” and “John the Beloved” had once approached me and asked me to publish their book: The Sealed Portion.  I showed this great love to Christine because she still believed in Mormonism and Priesthood authority, which I knew was keeping her back from her personal potential, from having the opportunity for her own development.  Christine would lie and accuse me of wanting to live polygamy with her and trafficking her and her daughter (Lola Blanc) for sex … Yeah!  Really!  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it!)

I showed this great love for many others in my life, for Kyle Williams, for Harry Dschaak and his family, for Robbie Pace, for Bill Witt, to name four of my most vociferous critics, who were once my friends … but not really, because they didn’t do the things that I commanded them … they didn’t support the purpose of the work and what I do.  They stopped recognizing the value of the MWAW and THumP® … “All that is valuable in human society depends upon the opportunity for development accorded the individual.”  And when I discontinued the public accolades they were receiving from others because of their personal involvement with me and the work, when they lost the public recognition and value that I knew they longed for, which I gave them for a time because of the great love that I have for people, they turned on me and have published some of the most vicious lies about me.  (There’s lots of documentation to prove it.)

I laid down a normal life for these people only to be treated exactly like the Jesus story relates of his friends.  When I could no longer love them the way that they wanted to be loved, when I couldn’t continue to give them the personal value that they had while associating with me, they no longer “kept my commandments.”  In other words, they no longer supported the work and its purpose.  (They created documentation to prove it.)

By the end of his short life (39 years), there was all kinds of “documentation” about Joseph Smith.  Most of it was bad.  None of it was true.  But if it is documented in a historical document, it must be true.  Right?

There are more Chinese mortals than any other group of humans upon Earth.  What’s their history about?  Because they’re the most populous society on Earth, wouldn’t their history be relevant and important?

About 100 years before the alleged birth of Christ (b.c.), a Chinese Emperor had succeeded at destroying all the other Chinese Emperors and created what was the foundation of modern China.  All of the conquered Chinese states had their own written records and history.  But guess what the guy did, who destroyed all the other Chinese Emperors and took over all of China?  He burned all of the historical records that didn’t agree with his “documentation.”  It was reported, and has been verified in actual ancient Chinese writings:

“I, your servant, propose that all historians’ records other than those of Qin‘s be burned. With the exception of the academics whose duty includes possessing books, if anyone under heaven has copies of the Shi Jing [Classic of Poetry], the Shujing [Classic of History], or the writings of the hundred schools of philosophy, they shall deliver them (the books) to the governor or the commandant for burning. Anyone who dares to discuss the Shi Jing or the Classic of History shall be publicly executed. Anyone who uses history to criticize the present shall have his family executed. Any official who sees the violations but fails to report them is equally guilty. Anyone who has failed to burn the books after thirty days of this announcement shall be subjected to tattooing and be sent to build the Great Wall. The books that have exemption are those on medicine, divination, agriculture, and forestry. Those who have interest in laws shall instead study from officials.”

Shiji Chapter 6. “The Basic Annals of the First Emperor of Qin” thirty-fourth year (213 BC)

Joseph Smith didn’t leave an autobiography.  Nor did he ever teach the people the Real Truth about the “lamb” that he allowed to be dressed like a pig.

My mentors would write a biography of Joseph’s life for the LDS/Mormon people … or rather because of their sins … that would reflect what really happened during his life.  The book, Without Disclosing My True Identity, the Authorized and Official Biography of the Mormon Prophet, Joseph Smith, Jr. was the result of this extensive work.  It is NOT an autobiography like Grandpa’s is.  It was written for the sole purpose of answering many of the historical questions that are confusing about Mormon history.  It tells the story in a completely different way than any other LDS/Mormon historical document does.  It is the greatest book ever written about Joseph Smith’s life and personal testimony!

Aydyn Noelle Brown, my first grandchild from Brittany, was born on November 19, 2007.  I watched her every day for the first one and half years of her life so that her parents could go to work and not have to pay for daycare.  At the time of her birth, Sheri (Sheryl Huffor Salcedo Nemelka, Sheri II) and I were living in an RV in Brittany and Steven Brown’s driveway in Murray, Utah.  Later, we moved the RV to one of my former friend’s and supporter’s driveways, where I would sometimes bring Aydyn, so I could watch her.

Oh my God!  How I loved watching that little girl grow!  Watching Aydyn was one of the most fulfilling experiences I had ever had as a normal grandfather.  I loved it!  Like her mother Brittany once was, Aydyn couldn’t have been any closer to me.

There’s only one mortal upon this earth who, as a small infant, was held and cared for by, not only four mortal immortals, but by an actual advanced human being: Aydyn Noelle Brown.

It was time to reveal the true meaning behind Joseph Smith’s temple endowment presentation.  If Joseph had tried to tell his followers that there was actually a “lamb” under the pigskin that his followers called the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, they would have killed him sooner than he was murdered.

With symbolism and great care, Joseph Smith presented the “lamb of God” (the Real Truth that can redeem this world) in a way that the people of the Church could not understand, because they desired it this way.  (See Jacob 4:14.)

Right before the eyes of the Latter-day Saints was a “Lamb.”  This lamb was so pure, so innocent, so beautiful, so incredibly inspiring!  It was Brigham Young who started dressing this lamb in pig’s skin.  Young started changing the original endowment presentation.  Later Church leaders would add more pig skin to this pure lamb until it was hardly recognizable.  Although there are some glimpses of a lamb, the Temple Endowment presentation has been so corrupted from its original format that it now stinks, sounds, looks, and feels like a pig.  In fact, the Mormons who attend the temple can’t see the lamb for the pig … or again, because of the pig.

While I was being instructed to write the “authorized and official” explanation of the LDS Temple Endowment in the book, Sacred not Secret, one or more of my mentors would come to the RV and take care of Aydyn while I took notes and wrote.  Yep, on three separate occasions, the advanced human who once lived as Joseph Smith, Jr., held that little girl.  What a sight that was for me!  To celebrate this event, I had Aydyn put her tiny hand next to mine in newly poured cement next to my friend’s garage.

It is because of the great love that I have for people, that I had for the Roh family, whose home and garage is where Aydyn and I put our handprints, that I would alienate myself from them.  I would alienate myself from many of my original friends and supporters.  The alienation would confuse them.  They would not understand why.

Greater love hath no man than what I did by treating people the way that I had to in order to protect them from the persecution and heartache that was only meant for me.

It was this great love that eventually caused me to end my relationship with Aydyn.  Aydyn might never understand why her grandfather left her.  I’m pretty sure that her parents don’t understand.

I am just as much Aydyn’s True Messenger as I am anyone else’s.  Only in a normal life can a man be a grandfather … a friend.

I had to lay this life down.

I had to stop loving my ‘friends’ so that others would stop persecuting me and making my life harder than I could handle.

I’ve never stopped loving them.  But I had to start loving them as a True Messenger loves … a guy like a guy riding around on a white horse with a sharp two-edged sword coming out of his mouth …

In Grandpa’s case … it’s a fucking sharp keyboard!

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