Why? A clarification of my (Christopher’s) recent sundry thoughts on the “Second Death” and condemning my past “friends” and supporters … and most everyone else … But anyways.

'We may be good eggs, but we're not perfect. We all have a fallen nature.'
‘We may be good eggs, but we’re not perfect. We all have a fallen nature.’

Yeah, I was pretty harsh yesterday to my former (and current) “friends” and supporters about defending me and this work.


I’m going to (hopefully) make it perfectly clear here.

First, let me address the “Peters”.

(I’m not going to address my critics and enemies again.  There is no need.  They will always be who they are and do what they have always done.  No hope for them … unless they completely change their ways with a broken heart and contrite spirit … which I have not seen from any of them. … But anyways.)

A “Peter” is a person who has been intimately involved with me in the past, personally.

You have come to my home, attended parties with me of a very few, met with me personally, talked with me personally, allowed me to stay in your home, or in other ways have supported me and the Marvelous Work and a Wonder® throughout the years.

But now … you don’t come around me.  You want nothing to do with me.  You no longer want to attend events where I would be present.  You feel an embarrassment around others because of something that I have said or written about you in the past.  For whatever reason, you’re not comfortable in my presence.

But why are you no longer comfortable in my presence?

When, in my presence, have I not treated you with kindness and compassion?

What can you honestly attest to that was a mistreatment while in my physical presence?

Here’s the problem with my “Peters”:

In the past, your family and friends saw you attend meetings, parties, events where I was present.  Your loved ones and peers experienced being around you and took note that the most important thing in your life seemed to be the MWAW.

Now you hardly mention this work and have nothing to do with me.

What do you think these people are thinking?  Does it matter what they are thinking?

Oh yes, it does matter … a lot!

Your children, your family, your friends or peers are certainly not going to tell you what they are thinking.  They are not going to gloat over the fact that, to them, you no longer have any desire to associate with me and this work so, as they assumed and thought all along, this work is not what it purports to be.

They are not going to shove it in your face and say,

“I told you so.  This Christopher guy is a Whacko, just like I knew from the beginning.”


For example,

“My mom and dad were involved with this cult once.  This guy named Christopher had my parents deceived.  I met Christopher personally, but I saw right through him.  My parents finally figured it out.”

For every one of you “Peters,” there are 10 other people associated with any one of your children, family, friends or peers, who have discussed your current alienation from me and this work.

You are the direct cause of more persecution, more doubt, more apathy, and more rejection of this incredible work.

Know this,

I would have never let you into my personal life and get close to me, if your True Self did not have some kind of an eternal bond with mine.  In most situations, those whom I have been intimately involved with live on the same planet as I live in our real universe.

So, think of it this way:

Your True Self is what you could relate to as what people think of as the Holy Ghost/Spirit.

The promptings of this Spirit would naturally persuade and motivate you to be a part of this work, which can and has been related to the true work of the Father.

So, if you are denying these promptings, for whatever mortal (worldly) reason, it is something of which your True Self will never forgive you … not in this world, nor in the world to come.


Why wouldn’t, why can’t your True Self ever forgive you of something that you might do, or have done, during mortality, especially something as important to all of our eternal existences as being involved with the true work of the Father?

Why, then, would your True Self wish the “Second Death” upon you?

Let’s see if I can make it as clear as a “white stone” and help you to understand this important Real Truth while, together, we are “standing on the sea of glass.”

(If you don’t know what these terms mean, I’m tired of explaining them.  Read the damn books!  Especially the book that unfolds the true meaning of Revelation where these terms are found.)

Whatever happens during our mortal life is a direct result of our advanced, eternal brain’s need in order to remain emotionally balanced … which balance is actually a physical collaboration of your brain’s finely and eternally calibrated neurological processes.

This calibration is what makes each of us unique and individual.  No two advanced human brains are calibrated the same.

So, if your neurological needs actually do something as a mortal (in this case dream a mortal experience), this is YOU!  YOU own it!  Your True Self knows that what your brain needs is exactly what played out while you were mortal.

Now, it is easy for your True Self to forgive the mortal experiences that are a cause of our fallen human nature (i.e., “all manner of sin), but your True Self will be forced to admit that in a given mortal situation, YOU “denied the Holy Ghost.”

If I allowed you to have continual access to my private life, it is because when I first met you I recognized that your True Self lived on my real planet.  Everyone on my planet developed and chose to be Solarian.  If you live on my real planet, then you’re a “server.”  A “server” ALWAYS does what is in the best interest of others … ALWAYS.

So … think about this carefully:

You’re a server who always does what is in the best interest of everyone else.  You have a mortal dream in which you ridiculed and complained about one of your eternal friends and how this friend was acting during a dream sequence as the world’s True Messenger.

Your mortal dreaming propensities allowed you to do something that is not good for the purpose for which this True Messenger exists upon Earth.

You will be forced to own what your brain dreamed.

Realizing that your eternal brain has the potential of doing something that is not in the best interest of everyone else, your True Self, who always does what is in the best interest of others, will never allow your Self to repeat the act, whether it’s during a dream or not.

You will allow the “Second Death” to eliminate the possibility that your advanced, eternal brain might “deny the Holy Ghost” (act contrary to the true desires of your True Self) again.

Although I am supposed to wait until our final book comes out to detail these things more clearly, let me see if I can touch upon them properly here:


This is where all humans (the greatest compendium of living matter) actually exist, have always existed, and will always exist, independently of all other matter … as individuals.

Our eternal, highly advanced brains automatically, perfunctorily, are always acting to keep our brain in sync and properly calibrated.  This process can be related to events taking place in a SECOND STATE OF EXISTENCE.  This is our actual TRUE SELF (capital letters compared to our True Self of the SECOND ESTATE, which term is usually indicated by one capital letter followed by lower case letters and italicized.


This is when and where our eternal brain balances itself.

This process is started by the free will and conscious thought (action in the brain) of our TRUE SELF.

This process takes place, basically, in an open neurological platform that a current mortal can relate to as an Internet connection where online, worldwide computer game platforms exist that anyone can join and start participating in with others when one chooses.

Our TRUE SELF’s brain creates an “avatar” (of sorts) that directly reflects our TRUE SELF.

(It is impossible to dream something that you have never experienced, or even have a convoluted dream experience, unless you have experienced the events before, either in real life or in your imagination.)

This is why we call this new dream avatar: our True Self.  Our True Self has a brain similar to our TRUE SELF.  The dreams of our True Self‘s brain are the automatic, perfunctory thoughts that are always acting to keep our brain in sync and properly calibrated.  This process can be related to events taking place in our THIRD STATE OF EXISTENCE (mortal life upon Earth).


This was supposed to be a place where our True Self could keep our brain in balance.

We started out this process during what we call the First Dispensation of Human Time upon Earth.  Again, since it is impossible to dream something that you have never experienced, or even have a convoluted dream experience, unless you have experienced the events before, either in real life or in your imagination, this First Dispensation of Human Time was a perfect mortal experience.  (Some might relate this to living in the Garden of Eden.)

Eventually, over a lot of time, the continual effects of the different needs of our True Selves caused OUR GROUP to “fall” from our original state of mortal existence and become “carnal, sensual, devilish, knowing evil from good, subjecting themselves to the devil.”  (Lucifer = our fallen mortal nature.)

(A FOURTH STATE OF EXISTENCE can also be considered as our mortal dream experiences.)

For literally billions of years we have been trying to redeem ourselves from this fall and return the earth experience to what it was in the beginning.  We have failed so many times.

And each time a True Messenger was allowed to know things that could redeem us and help us return to live in a Garden of Eden, a few in OUR GROUP killed him because what he taught threatened the “carnal” things that gave them value and purpose in our THIRD STATE OF EXISTENCE.

“Thus all humankind were lost; and behold, they would have been endlessly lost were it not that God redeemed his people from their lost and fallen state.”  (BOM, Mosiah 16:4)

Who is this God but our TRUE SELVES?

However, since our TRUE SELVES are not responsible for what our True Selves do in the SECOND STATE OF EXISTENCE, because once the neurological process starts, it is involuntary and perfunctory, our TRUE SELF cannot, does not, act to correct the imbalance and malfunction caused by our True Self.  Only our True Self can correct the problem.

Therefore, the only God that can redeem us from the fall is our True Selves.

And it came to pass that our True Selves sent a True Messenger, to whom had been given a knowledge of all things as they really are, as they really have been, and as they really will be in the future (i.e., the Real Truth).

This Messenger cannot deliver a message to us that will redeem us and save this world unless he knows what will actually redeem and save us.  This Messenger, of himself, doesn’t know what to do.  All of his knowledge is given to him from our true God.

A True Messenger’s work is the true Father’s work.

Think about it carefully.

The only thing that can save this world is if the people of this world start doing what their True Self wants them to do.  They only thing that can redeem a person from their “fallen” state is knowing what a person needs to do.

It’s all about doing the right thing.  It’s all about doing everything in our power to save and redeem this world, returning it once again to its original state.

So, a True Messenger is instructed by our True Selves and tells us what we need to do.

And there are those of you who ridicule him, mock him, and would rather not be associated with him.

But why?

Could it be that he threatens to expose your devilish, carnal nature?

So what if he does.  That’s his job.  His job is to deliver a message to you from your True Self so that you can be part of the “redeeming process” instead of part of the problem that caused humanity to fall in the first place.

So, if you persist in your own carnal nature, and go on in the ways that are inconsistent or in direct contrast to your True Self‘s needs and wants, you are going to remain in your fallen state and your mortal avatar is going to retain complete power over you.

Therefore you are as though there was no redemption made.  You, being an enemy to your own True Self.  Your mortal nature is already (in its fallen state) and enemy to your True Self.


You’re one of my eternal peeps.  You start out supporting me, but then your “carnal and devilish” nature takes over and you feel embarrassed, threatened, incompetent, and unwilling to take the scorning and abuse of the world … like I have to endure … you can’t take upon you the same cross that I bear … and you become a “Peter.”

Your mortal Self has proven to your True Self that it is possible for you to become such a person during a mortal experience.

To make sure that your mortal actions do not happen again, being the “server” that you are, you end your True Self‘s existence.  This is what is referred to as the “Second Death.”

Your True Self ends your existence and your TRUE SELF is then free to choose another moment to connect with others and form an entirely new GROUP of people that will become newly created True Selves who eventually create their own mortal world, in an entirely different solar system in our real universe … just like we have done on the worlds that we have heretofore created … worlds without end.

(For those with eyes that see and ears that hear, and who knew them … Mikey Lance and Andrew LeBaron were my peeps.  Their “carnal and devilish” ways were too much for them to bear.  They actually did what they knew was best for their mortal Self and others in mortality … and for God [their True Self].  As they did in life, despite of their carnal ways, their True Selves support me and this work better than their mortal Selves ever could have.  And there were others.)

This Marvelous Work and a Wonder® is the true Father’s work.  It is our true God’s way of redeeming humankind by telling them what needs to be done to “see the salvation of the Lord; when every nation, kindred, tongue, and people shall see eye to eye and confess before God that his judgments are just.”

How can humanity “see eye to eye” if they don’t know what it is that they’re supposed to be seeing?

This is my role: to tell the world what it needs to see; to try to convince the world of the Real Truth, who we are, why we exist, and what we need to do to live forever in peace upon Earth … which actually is very possible, evidenced by two immortal mortals who have lived upon Earth since the First Dispensation of Time and two other men who cannot die unless they choose to.

If my mentors were to reveal themselves, they would be hunted and the world would try to destroy them to prove that they are not who they claim to be.

The final book will be revealed and will explain all things to the people of this world. We  will attempt to get the world to “see” what it is that must be done in order to save humanity, explaining these things in such a way that a person will “see” and recognize their logic.  It will be apparent that the Real Truth trumps all science, religion, philosophy, everything that brings value to this fallen human race.

Although the book will be published anonymously, its impact will affect anyone who reads it.  Because its information attacks, basically everything that the world thinks is good, which is actually an evil part of humanity’s fallen nature …

I will be hunted and the world will try to destroy me to prove that I am not who I claim to be.

If the world can kill me, then those whose value the Real Truth threatens … the value and purpose these gained in business, religion, politics, entertainment, and in the family unit … will have my death as something to show as evidence to prove that the Real Truths presented in The Dream of Mortal Life, Understanding Human Reality—A Final Warning To The Human Race are not the Real Truth.

When the book is published, it will be my role to make myself available, anonymously, as best as I can, to answer questions and discuss the information.  (This will be done through a podcast.)

There will be no man or woman (“trained in their rhetoric” by going to school) with the intelligence and the knowledge to counter the Real Truth.  None will dare confront me in public with their intelligence and challenge the Real Truth with what gives them their personal value, prestige, and purpose.

The only thing that these can do to prove to others that the Real Truth is false, is to kill the Messenger.

This is how it’s always been.


Now do you understand why your True Self would want your mortal Self to know the things that I wrote in my recent post?

I didn’t say these things of myself.  I delivered a message directly from God!

My life needs to be protected.  I cannot allow myself to be in the presence of people who have not been tried and tested … “supporters” who can be trusted with my life.

In many instances, some, not knowing, might say things to others that adds to my persecution and puts my life in jeopardy.  The “Peters” in my life have added to this by the way that they have reacted and now live their lives.  They do not understand how the world perceives their current lifestyle and alienation from me and this work.

I’ve explained it as best as I can.

But anyways ….

When the Bros wrote their Book of Mormon, they filled it with faith in humanity and a hope that IF we do the right things, we can change (redeem) the world.  Knowing that Christianity is the most powerful religion on Earth, their message resonates with this religion.  They utilized the idea and concept of “Jesus Christ” to, first, give hope of what could be possible if the people of the world could “see eye to eye,” then explain what’s going to happen if the world doesn’t do the right thing.

If you want to get a gist of how they wrote the storyline for the book, as you read their Book of Mormon, mentally replace all references to “Jesus Christ”, “Christ”, “the Lord”, with “Real Truth”; and any mention of “God”, “the Father”, with your “True Self.”  It will read poetically profound!

In the above post, I plagiarized the intent behind their reasoning for writing the following passage:

BOM, Mosiah, chapter 16:

And now, it came to pass that after Abinadi had spoken these words he stretched forth his hand and said: The time shall come when all shall see the salvation of the Lord; when every nation, kindred, tongue, and people shall see eye to eye and shall confess before God that his judgments are just.

And then shall the wicked be cast out, and they shall have cause to howl, and weep, and wail, and gnash their teeth; and this because they would not hearken unto the voice of the Lord; therefore the Lord redeemeth them not.

For they are carnal and devilish, and the devil has power over them; yea, even that old serpent that did beguile our first parents, which was the cause of their fall; which was the cause of all mankind becoming carnal, sensual, devilish, knowing evil from good, subjecting themselves to the devil.

Thus all mankind were lost; and behold, they would have been endlessly lost were it not that God redeemed his people from their lost and fallen state.

But remember that he that persists in his own carnal nature, and goes on in the ways of sin and rebellion against God, remaineth in his fallen state and the devil hath all power over him. Therefore he is as though there was no redemption made, being an enemy to God; and also is the devil an enemy to God.




  1. Joseph Michael Goddard

    First, I was spot on in prison. I used to tell those who would half listen to take all the “Christs,” “Gods,” etc. and replace them with the word “I” when reading the bible. Some got it, some…..well…
    On a second note my buddy and I tripped acid when we were young and I came up with a saying, which I have since converted to jibe with the MWAW: “Dreaming out of the dream, dreaming in, dreaming about the dream, dreaming.” Only for those with eyes that see, etc….
    Thirdly, I’m going to make a valiant attempt to speak with Chris next radio show. Please take my call as it will be my last opportunity for a few (3-6) years. Thanks and…..keep on trucking you 5.

  2. From a christian’s perspective, how are we to look upon ‘resurrection’? Is Joseph Smith ‘resurrected? Upon the dissolution of our solar system/universe what becomes of those who are not taken out by the second death? Is there more to this message than we’re presently prepared for? and two years ago I wouldn’t have been able to even ask these questions.

  3. ramiroestrada12

    I guess we are all in the Twightlight zone a life of illusion!

  4. Flem Earl (Buddy) McMillan

    What is meant by “brain in balance” and “keep your brain in balance” – in all 3 estates

    1. Human existence (consciousness) is simply the process in which your brain functions as it responds to stimulation from your physical body’s interactions in any given environment.

      This existence (consciousness) is the sum of what you see, hear, smell, taste, touch, and think.

      As your brain functions in an environment through its physical senses. It takes in energy and releases energy depending on the stimulation received from and emitted in the environment. You cannot see, hear, smell, taste, touch, or think without your brain receiving or emitting energy.


      Whether your brain is receiving or emitting energy, the process creates consciousness, which, again, is the sum of what you see, hear, smell, taste, touch, and think.

      Too much energy received or too much energy emitted creates the imbalance.

      Our TRUE SELF’s brain (FIRST ESTATE) is balanced by our True Self’s consciousness in our SECOND ESTATE.

      Our True Self’s brain (SECOND ESTATE) is balanced by our mortal Self’s consciousness in our THIRD ESTATE (mortality).

      Our mortal Self’s brain is balanced by our dream Self’s consciousness during our mortal dreams.

      Although our mortal brain can only understand the process of eternal balance with the above explanation, the Real Truth is, there is only one real consciousness and only one brain: that of our TRUE SELF in our FIRST ESTATE.

      (The MWAW’s last book will put all this into a definitive mortal perception by Christopher.)

      1. Flem Earl (Buddy) McMillan

        Thank you.

  5. Kevin Martin

    What happens in the second estate to those who are not required to experience the second death? To those who follow their holy ghost and do not deny it?

    1. Please wait for our final book for these details. An answer here would lead to another question. The book will clarify all details of our existence.

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