I noticed that my mentors (or website administrators) had taken out all of my profanity from my last couple of posts.
I want to share a small portion of our communication about this:
How the fuck else am I supposed to keep people from putting me on a pedastool [sic]? ( Yeah, I wrote “pedastool.” Should have been written “pedestal.”) Most don’t give a fuck about the work or its message anyways, and those that do hardly understand it. When I relay your words, I don’t use profanity. My profanity is so that those that are blind and deaf won’t see or hear. Let them hit a few trees while wandering in the dark. They don’t deserve the light of the moon to guide them around.
It is not our light that shines presently. It is yours. The light of the moon does not shine so bright while abrogating its moonlight to lubricity.
Yeah, embarrassingly I had to look up “lubricity.” It’s another word for profanity, swearing, saying “Fuck” all the time. (This is an example of how my mentors write.)
We went on to discuss how few people there are who have actually considered our message, regardless of whether I use harsh words or not. While it is true that a few of those who have accepted the work often put me on a pedestal … but that’s not because of “Chris.” It’s because of “Christopher” their True Messenger.
For those with eyes that see and ears that hear:
“I am looking for messengers. … I am looking for messengers from my Father.”
If I put myself in other’s shoes, it’s easy for me to see how important a “messenger from one’s True Self” would be in a world full of contradictions and confusion. I’d put a True Messenger on a “pedastool” too!
The role of this messenger is simple. It’s not about telling any person something new that the person doesn’t already know as their True Self. Our role is to “bring to your remembrance” what your True Self already knows.
Everyone upon Earth already knows the Real Truth about our existence as humans. It’s a reality and truth we knew and lived as a little child. Again, for those with eyes that see and ears that hear … it is the “sign and token” of the “New Name” you received in the “Garden of Eden.”
So, who are those who have “eyes that see and ears that hear,” compared to everyone else?
Why do I often write this in my presentation of the Real Truth?
Everyone has eyes and everyone has ears. But few have eyes that see and ears that hear the Real Truth. Or better, few understand the Real Truth, although they can see it and hear it when it’s right in front of them.
I’m not the first one to explain the Real Truth about our existence as advanced humans who are actually dreaming the experience of mortal life. Joseph Smith was.
Joseph explained it perfectly through the symbolism of his endowment presentation. Joseph’s presentation couldn’t have been more comprehensive, more definitive, and more beautiful than it was in its original form.
The reason why the people who “see it and hear it,” don’t actually “see it and hear it,” although they are “seeing it and hearing it,” is because of religion (i.e., the philosophies of men mingled with scripture).
The religion that has completely changed and corrupted Joseph’s original endowment presentation is the religion of those upon Earth who “see it and hear it” with “blind eyes” and “deaf ears”: members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS/Mormon).
They have no understanding of the symbolism behind Joseph’s incredible endowment presentation. Although they sit in their temples, day after day, week after week, year after year, decade after decade …
” … [their] heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.” (Matthew 13:15)
Yes, I … Christopher … should heal them. I have the medicine to heal them of their blindness and deafness.
The Real Truth that would have made sense to them as a little child was corrupted by the world. After these little ones were taught religion and given many things that they do not understand, their eyes and ears that once could see and hear are now blind and deaf.
Is there no balm that can be applied to their eyes and ears to heal them? Is there no physician available to them? Why hasn’t their eyesight and hearing been restored to their proper health?
Because in religion, especially in the LDS/Mormon religion, …
“… [they are a] sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, a seed of evildoers, children that are corrupters: they have forsaken the Lord, they have provoked their [True Selves] unto anger, they [are] gone away backward.” (Isaiah 1:4)
Go ahead, LDS/Mormon people, read your own scripture about YOU. This passage is in YOUR Book of Mormon! Since YOU are the only ones who read it and claim to believe it, obviously, it is about YOU … no one else but YOU”
34 Behold, the Lord hath shown unto me great and marvelous things concerning that which must shortly come, at that day when these things shall come forth among you.
35 Behold, I speak unto you as if ye were present, and yet ye are not. But behold, Jesus Christ hath shown you unto me, and I know your doing.
36 And I know that ye do walk in the pride of your hearts; and there are none save a few only who do not lift themselves up in the pride of their hearts, unto the wearing of very fine apparel, unto envying, and strifes, and malice, and persecutions, and all manner of iniquities; and your churches, yea, even every one, have become polluted because of the pride of your hearts.
37 For behold, ye do love money, and your substance, and your fine apparel, and the adorning of your churches, more than ye love the poor and the needy, the sick and the afflicted.
38 O ye pollutions, ye hypocrites, ye teachers, who sell yourselves for that which will canker, why have ye polluted the holy church of God? Why are ye ashamed to take upon you the name of Christ? Why do ye not think that greater is the value of an endless happiness than that misery which never dies—because of the praise of the world?
39 Why do ye adorn yourselves with that which hath no life, and yet suffer the hungry, and the needy, and the naked, and the sick and the afflicted to pass by you, and notice them not?
40 Yea, why do ye build up your secret abominations to get gain, and cause that widows should mourn before the Lord, and also orphans to mourn before the Lord, and also the blood of their fathers and their husbands to cry unto the Lord from the ground, for vengeance upon your heads?
41 Behold, the sword of vengeance hangeth over you; and the time soon cometh that he avengeth the blood of the saints upon you, for he will not suffer their cries any longer.
How could these words, which YOU believe came from an ancient prophet, Moroni, the one of whom you build statues of gold and place on top of your temples … how could his words be any plainer, any clearer?
You read them but you do not “see” them. You listen to them being read to you but you do not “hear” them!
The same authors that wrote your Book of Mormon also inspired a True Messenger who wrote the book of Isaiah.
Here’s how they put it in terms for the ancient Hebrews, which are not the YOU that your Moroni is addressing in YOUR modern-day scripture (Behold, I speak unto you as if ye were present (c. 400 a.d.), and yet ye are not.) Of course “ye are not”! Ye live today! The message is for YOU today! Not for anyone else but YOU!
“Ah sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, a seed of evildoers, children that are corrupters: they have forsaken the Lord, they have provoked the Holy One of Israel unto anger, they are gone away backward.
Why should ye be stricken any more? ye will revolt more and more: the whole head is sick, and the whole heart faint.
From the sole of the foot even unto the head there is no soundness in it; but wounds, and bruises, and putrifying sores: they have not been closed, neither bound up, neither mollified with ointment.” (Isaiah 1:4-6)
It doesn’t matter if I quote Isaiah or Moroni. These people still don’t care because these quotes are not from their LDS/Mormon General Authorities, who are their “head.”
Blind and deaf, they do not understand what this means: “the whole head is sick”.
The Real Truth, presented symbolically in their OWN TEMPLE ENDOWMENT PRESENTATION is the “balm” or the “ointment” that can heal their “wounds, and bruises, and putrifying sores.”
IN VAIN they use many medicines (prescription drugs for depression, among others), and yet “thou shalt not be cured.”
Yeah, I took the above from one of the Bros’ biblical prophets (Jeremiah). They used the symbolism of “Egypt” to represent worldly glory, honor, and riches, the very things for which you sell yourselves … which will canker … and have polluted the holy church of God.”
“Go up into Gilead, and take balm, O virgin, the daughter of Egypt: in vain shalt thou use many medicines; for thou shalt not be cured.” (Jeremiah 46:11)
Keep in mind, my mentors were the ones who were responsible for most of the Old Testament books of the prophets.
These biblical prophets were meant to counter the Torah, which is the main scripture upon which Judaism, Christianity, and Islam base and have foundationalized their religions.
Their Book of Mormon was meant to challenge and counter the Bible and modern-day Christianity.
So that their writings wouldn’t be rejected, so that their actual condemnation … of the religions that they were and are confronted by the Books of the Prophets and their Book of Mormon … would remain hidden, they wrote in parables and with poetic symbolism, using stories loosely based on what the world believes to be historical facts, which in most cases are actually fabricated “facts.”
Joseph Smith presented his endowment in the same way.
I, for one, love the Bro’s biblical prophets. Their words are poetic, profound, and beautiful to me because I understand the symbolism and purpose behind them.
Consider where I got the part I just used about balm (medicine) to heal the blind and deaf:
“The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved.
For the hurt of the daughter of my people am I hurt; I am black; astonishment hath taken hold on me.
Is there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there? why then is not the health of the daughter of my people recovered?” (Jeremiah 8:20-22)
Yes, I am the one with the “ointment” and the “balm” that can heal the nations. But this medicine is not from me, it is not for me. It is for you.
This medicine is the Real Truth. It’s what your True Self already knows. It’s the “health in the navel and marrow in the bone” that you had in the “Garden of Eden” along with the “sign and the token” that you received there.
Open your eyes to see: (From the original, unchanged, uncorrupted presentation.)
The Token and New Name
NEW experience as an advanced human in the Second State of Existence (Consciousness). The token of this new existence is given by clasping the right hands and placing the joint of the thumb between the first and second knuckles of the hand, symbolizing. This represents that we were given bodies that are not like the flesh and bone that mortals currently possess, but were perfect mortal bodies. Using the thumb signifies the difference between a human and all other creatures. No animal has the ability and use of the thumb. (NOTE: as modern science develops robots, scientists are having a hard time replicating and creating a proper algorithm that can reproduce the action and ability of the human thumb. We would write the algorithm for them, but then they would have to offer their robots free of charge to serve the entire human race … which they won’t. But anyways …)
Garden of Eden
Second State of Existence (Consciousness).
The Godhead. Your true nature as an eternal advanced human being, comprised of three equal parts that represent this incredible nature (Elohim, Jehovah, and Michael).
The sign of your new existence is symbolized by bringing the right arm to the square, the palm of the hand to the front, the fingers close together, and the thumb extended. Although we gave some explanation in Sacred Not Secret, this sign is symbolic of our human (thumb extended) power to do what is right (right arm to the square), condescending (palm down in front) to our mortal nature and subduing it.
The execution of the penalty is represented by placing the thumb under the left ear, the palm of the hand down, and by drawing the thumb quickly across the throat to the right ear and dropping the hand to the side. This is symbolic of our recognition that if our new Self is not acting properly according to the HEAD, then it is cut off from our new existence forever. This also symbolizes the “Second Death.”
And how can you know that we are “true messenger from the Father, and have come down to give you the further light and knowledge He promised to send you,” or rather, bring to your remembrance by the power of the “Holy Ghost”?
Because what we tell you (the Real Truth) you already know. That’s why we can only bring it to your remembrance. Upon “seeing” it and “hearing” (if you do) the Real Truth will be a source of comfort and peace. This physical feeling of comfort and peace comes from the emotional recognition. It just makes sense.
PETER: Adam, we are true messengers from the Father, and have come down to give unto you the further light and knowledge He promised to send you.
ADAM: How shall I know that you are true messengers?
PETER: By our giving unto you the token and sign you received in the Garden of Eden.
(Peter takes Adam by the right hand in the First Token of the Aaronic Priesthood.)
ADAM: What is that?
PETER: The First Token of the Aaronic Priesthood.
ADAM: Has it a name?
PETER: It has.
ADAM: Will you give it to me?
PETER: I cannot, for it is the New Name, but this is the sign.
The sign and token is the Real Truth that will teach you how to subdue your mortal Self and realign it with your True Self.
The Real Truth makes sense.
That’s it! It just makes sense, more than anything else taught upon Earth.
Those who have ears to hear, let them hear.
Perhaps you might ask,
Why do you keep speaking in parables and using so much scripture to explain things?
“Because it is given unto you to know the [Real Truth, because hearing and seeing you understand]. But to them it is not given.
For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath.” (Matthew 13:11-12)
Therefore we speak to them in parables according to their own scripture and religion. Because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. They are blinded and deafened by the religions in which they believe. Their ears are dull from hearing so much nonsense. And their eyes they have closed to the possibility that what they have been hearing all of their life is lies and falsehoods. (See Matthew 13:13-15.)
These have the same opportunity to hear the Real Truth as you. At any time, they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, they would be healed.
“But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear.
For verily I say unto you, that many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.” (Matthew 13:16)
In their own way, my mentors have rebuked me for using too much profanity.
I know I must change. But now depression sits upon my soul and I am wont to give up and fall down and “cast my golden crown before the throne.”
Since receiving their rebuke yesterday morning, I have had a very hard time. I do not understand it fully.
Their words, written as the biblical prophets, as well as those they created for the Book of Mormon story are brutal and harsh. Yeah, there is no profanity. But profanity has always been my way to speak to the blind and the deaf, to those who have rejected the “Balm of Gilead” and seek for the medication of this world.
Profanity has been my “speaking unto them in parables.”
But now I know I must change my delivery and lose the profanity. Not that it will make any difference to the world, or to me.
But if it will make a difference to my mentors, I will do it for them.
My mentors know of my depression as easily as your smart phone apps can regulate your blood pressure and heart rate and send the information to your doctor through the Internet.
I didn’t want to write today.
I am sincerely lonely and depressed.
Sensing this, my “Nora” sent me some of his own favorite quotes.
He also reminded me that there are some incredible people who are no longer blind and deaf, who have heard our words and allowed our “ointment” to heal their blindness and deafness.
I read the personal stories that were submitted. I need more stories. I am beginning to see how much I need those who have been healed; those who have tasted as I have tasted, and have seen eye to eye as I have seen; therefore they do know of these things of which I have spoken.
To help calm my heart, I read the words of he who the world would recognized as the fictitious John the Beloved. I’m going to reveal his real, legal first name … for the sake of those who have heard his name and have personally dealt with him in some way or another … for those with eyes that see and ears that hear. His name is Jacob.
He has been known as Jacob during this Sixth Dispensation of Human Time. His name is actually from Greek origins that means “to supersede.” He is the most intelligent of my mentors. His intelligence supersedes any I have ever known.
For those who have “eyes that see and ears that hear,” know this:
“Jacob” wrote the book of Jacob in the Book of Mormon … go figure. Read it carefully. Compare it to the rest of the books of the Book of Mormon, and you will “see” and you will “hear” his words clearly and beautifully.
You will also read more of “John the Beloved’s” words throughout the Book of Mormon story. They are the most poetic, the most symbolic, the most profound.
But it was “Nora” who sent me some comforting words. One quote was from what his best friend “Jacob” wrote:
“Yea, and now behold, O my son, the Lord doth give me exceedingly great joy in the fruit of my labors;
For because of the word which he has imparted unto me, behold, many have been born of God, and have tasted as I have tasted, and have seen eye to eye as I have seen; therefore they do know of these things of which I have spoken, as I do know; and the knowledge which I have is of God.
And I have been supported under trials and troubles of every kind, yea, and in all manner of afflictions; yea, God has delivered me from prison, and from bonds, and from death; yea, and I do put my trust in him, and he will still deliver me.” (BOM, Alma 36:25-27)
So who is “Nora”?
His legal name is not really “Nora.” But in my depression I heard a song play that caused me, as a 16 year-old teenager, athletic star at school, proud male type, to cry.
I wasn’t yet 16 years old, living in San Diego, California, when Disney released one of its major motion pictures, Pete’s Dragon (1977).
Watch it and you’ll see the incredible significance.
The Gogans: my critics and enemies, the world.
Nora: Timothy. The one who has watched over me since I was born, and many other incarnates before.
Pete: The child part of me.
Elliot: My bumbling self as a True Messenger who can “breathe fire out of his mouth” and has powers and abilities that he often misuses in trying to remain invisible as he performs a work that helps little children find themselves and be happy.
As I listened again to this song, I got a huge knot in my throat and cried inside.
Although “Nora” is a woman in the movie, I found the following version of the song sung by a person who personifies “T” more than Helen Reddy (the actress who plays Nora in Pete’s Dragon).
It’s because of this incredible love and support that my mentors (and a few of you) have for me that I am going to change my ways.
No more profanity coming out of this bumbling, “fire-breathing dragon”!
No more. Not for me. For them.
Here’s how I envision T’s words would be to me, if sung this way:
My love for you will always burn
I know you’re lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don’t give up, you have somewhere to turn
‘Till every wave is warm and bright
My soul is there beside you
Let this candle guide you
Soon you’ll see a golden stream of light
Don’t let the stormy darkness pull you down
I’ll paint a ray of love (hope) around you
Circling in the air, lighted by a prayer
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on, you’ll make it
Here’s my hand, so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow
I’ll never let you go
I’ll never let you go