“The light of the moon does not shine so bright while abrogating its moonlight to lubricity .” —Christopher’s “Nora” from “Christopher’s Dragon.”


I noticed that my mentors (or website administrators) had taken out all of my profanity from my last couple of posts.

I want to share a small portion of our communication about this:


How the fuck else am I supposed to keep people from putting me on a pedastool [sic]? ( Yeah, I wrote “pedastool.”  Should have been written “pedestal.”)  Most don’t give a fuck about the work or its message anyways, and those that do hardly understand it.  When I relay your words, I don’t use profanity.  My profanity is so that those that are blind and deaf won’t see or hear.  Let them hit a few trees while wandering in the dark.  They don’t deserve the light of the moon to guide them around.


It is not our light that shines presently.  It is yours.  The light of the moon does not shine so bright while abrogating its moonlight to lubricity.

Yeah, embarrassingly I had to look up “lubricity.”  It’s another word for profanity, swearing, saying “Fuck” all the time.  (This is an example of how my mentors write.)

We went on to discuss how few people there are who have actually considered our message, regardless of whether I use harsh words or not.  While it is true that a few of those who have accepted the work often put me on a pedestal … but that’s not because of “Chris.”  It’s because of “Christopher” their True Messenger.

For those with eyes that see and ears that hear:

“I am looking for messengers. … I am looking for messengers from my Father.”

If I put myself in other’s shoes, it’s easy for me to see how important a “messenger from one’s True Self” would be in a world full of contradictions and confusion.  I’d put a True Messenger on a “pedastool” too!

The role of this messenger is simple.  It’s not about telling any person something new that the person doesn’t already know as their True Self.  Our role is to “bring to your remembrance” what your True Self already knows.

Everyone upon Earth already knows the Real Truth about our existence as humans.  It’s a reality and truth we knew and lived as a little child.  Again, for those with eyes that see and ears that hear … it is the “sign and token” of the “New Name” you received in the “Garden of Eden.”

So, who are those who have “eyes that see and ears that hear,” compared to everyone else?

Why do I often write this in my presentation of the Real Truth?


Everyone has eyes and everyone has ears.  But few have eyes that see and ears that hear the Real Truth.  Or better, few understand the Real Truth, although they can see it and hear it when it’s right in front of them.

I’m not the first one to explain the Real Truth about our existence as advanced humans who are actually dreaming the experience of mortal life.  Joseph Smith was.

Joseph explained it perfectly through the symbolism of his endowment presentation.  Joseph’s presentation couldn’t have been more comprehensive, more definitive, and more beautiful than it was in its original form.

The reason why the people who “see it and hear it,” don’t actually “see it and hear it,” although they are “seeing it and hearing it,” is because of religion (i.e., the philosophies of men mingled with scripture).

The religion that has completely changed and corrupted Joseph’s original endowment presentation is the religion of those upon Earth who “see it and hear it” with “blind eyes” and “deaf ears”: members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS/Mormon).

They have no understanding of the symbolism behind Joseph’s incredible endowment presentation.  Although they sit in their temples, day after day, week after week, year after year, decade after decade …

” … [their] heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.”  (Matthew 13:15)

Yes, I … Christopher … should heal them.  I have the medicine to heal them of their blindness and deafness.

The Real Truth that would have made sense to them as a little child was corrupted by the world.  After these little ones were taught religion and given many things that they do not understand, their eyes and ears that once could see and hear are now blind and deaf.

Is there no balm that can be applied to their eyes and ears to heal them?  Is there no physician available to them?  Why hasn’t their eyesight and hearing been restored to their proper health?

Because in religion, especially in the LDS/Mormon religion, …

“… [they are a] sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, a seed of evildoers, children that are corrupters: they have forsaken the Lord, they have provoked their [True Selves] unto anger, they [are] gone away backward.”  (Isaiah 1:4)

Go ahead, LDS/Mormon people, read your own scripture about YOU.  This passage is in YOUR Book of Mormon!  Since YOU are the only ones who read it and claim to believe it, obviously, it is about YOU … no one else but YOU”

Mormon, chapter 8:

34 Behold, the Lord hath shown unto me great and marvelous things concerning that which must shortly come, at that day when these things shall come forth among you.

35 Behold, I speak unto you as if ye were present, and yet ye are not. But behold, Jesus Christ hath shown you unto me, and I know your doing.

36 And I know that ye do walk in the pride of your hearts; and there are none save a few only who do not lift themselves up in the pride of their hearts, unto the wearing of very fine apparel, unto envying, and strifes, and malice, and persecutions, and all manner of iniquities; and your churches, yea, even every one, have become polluted because of the pride of your hearts.

37 For behold, ye do love money, and your substance, and your fine apparel, and the adorning of your churches, more than ye love the poor and the needy, the sick and the afflicted.

38 O ye pollutions, ye hypocrites, ye teachers, who sell yourselves for that which will canker, why have ye polluted the holy church of God?  Why are ye ashamed to take upon you the name of Christ?  Why do ye not think that greater is the value of an endless happiness than that misery which never dies—because of the praise of the world?

39 Why do ye adorn yourselves with that which hath no life, and yet suffer the hungry, and the needy, and the naked, and the sick and the afflicted to pass by you, and notice them not?

40 Yea, why do ye build up your secret abominations to get gain, and cause that widows should mourn before the Lord, and also orphans to mourn before the Lord, and also the blood of their fathers and their husbands to cry unto the Lord from the ground, for vengeance upon your heads?

41 Behold, the sword of vengeance hangeth over you; and the time soon cometh that he avengeth the blood of the saints upon you, for he will not suffer their cries any longer.

How could these words, which YOU believe came from an ancient prophet, Moroni, the one of whom you build statues of gold and place on top of your temples … how could his words be any plainer, any clearer?

You read them but you do not “see” them.  You listen to them being read to you but you do not “hear” them!



The same authors that wrote your Book of Mormon also inspired a True Messenger who wrote the book of Isaiah.

Here’s how they put it in terms for the ancient Hebrews, which are not the YOU that your Moroni is addressing in YOUR modern-day scripture (Behold, I speak unto you as if ye were present (c. 400 a.d.), and yet ye are not.)  Of course “ye are not”!  Ye live today!  The message is for YOU today!  Not for anyone else but YOU!

“Ah sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, a seed of evildoers, children that are corrupters: they have forsaken the Lord, they have provoked the Holy One of Israel unto anger, they are gone away backward.

Why should ye be stricken any more? ye will revolt more and more: the whole head is sick, and the whole heart faint.

From the sole of the foot even unto the head there is no soundness in it; but wounds, and bruises, and putrifying sores: they have not been closed, neither bound up, neither mollified with ointment.”  (Isaiah 1:4-6)

It doesn’t matter if I quote Isaiah or Moroni.  These people still don’t care because these quotes are not from their LDS/Mormon General Authorities, who are their “head.”

Blind and deaf, they do not understand what this means: “the whole head is sick”.

The Real Truth, presented symbolically in their OWN TEMPLE ENDOWMENT PRESENTATION is the “balm” or the “ointment” that can heal their “wounds, and bruises, and putrifying sores.”

IN VAIN they use many medicines (prescription drugs for depression, among others), and yet “thou shalt not be cured.”

Yeah, I took the above from one of the Bros’ biblical prophets (Jeremiah).  They used the symbolism of “Egypt” to represent worldly glory, honor, and riches, the very things for which you sell yourselves … which will canker … and have polluted the holy church of God.”

“Go up into Gilead, and take balm, O virgin, the daughter of Egypt: in vain shalt thou use many medicines; for thou shalt not be cured.”  (Jeremiah 46:11)

Keep in mind, my mentors were the ones who were responsible for most of the Old Testament books of the prophets.

These biblical prophets were meant to counter the Torah, which is the main scripture upon which Judaism, Christianity, and Islam base and have foundationalized their religions.

Their Book of Mormon was meant to challenge and counter the Bible and modern-day Christianity.

So that their writings wouldn’t be rejected, so that their actual condemnation … of the religions that they were and are confronted by the Books of the Prophets and their Book of Mormon … would remain hidden, they wrote in parables and with poetic symbolism, using stories loosely based on what the world believes to be historical facts, which in most cases are actually fabricated “facts.”

Joseph Smith presented his endowment in the same way.

I, for one, love the Bro’s biblical prophets.  Their words are poetic, profound, and beautiful to me because I understand the symbolism and purpose behind them.

Consider where I got the part I just used about balm (medicine) to heal the blind and deaf:

“The harvest is past, the summer is ended, and we are not saved.

For the hurt of the daughter of my people am I hurt; I am black; astonishment hath taken hold on me.

Is there no balm in Gilead; is there no physician there? why then is not the health of the daughter of my people recovered?”  (Jeremiah 8:20-22)

Yes, I am the one with the “ointment” and the “balm” that can heal the nations.  But this medicine is not from me, it is not for me.  It is for you.

This medicine is the Real Truth.  It’s what your True Self already knows.  It’s the “health in the navel and marrow in the bone” that you had in the “Garden of Eden” along with the “sign and the token” that you received there.

Open your eyes to see:  (From the original, unchanged, uncorrupted presentation.)

The Token and New Name

NEW experience as an advanced human in the Second State of Existence (Consciousness).  The token of this new existence is given by clasping the right hands and placing the joint of the thumb between the first and second knuckles of the hand, symbolizing.  This represents that we were given bodies that are not like the flesh and bone that mortals currently possess, but were perfect mortal bodies.  Using the thumb signifies the difference between a human and all other creatures.  No animal has the ability and use of the thumb.  (NOTE: as modern science develops robots, scientists are having a hard time replicating and creating a proper algorithm that can reproduce the action and ability of the human thumb.  We would write the algorithm for them, but then they would have to offer their robots free of charge to serve the entire human race … which they won’t.  But anyways …) 

Garden of Eden

Second State of Existence (Consciousness).

The Head

The Godhead.  Your true nature as an eternal advanced human being, comprised of three equal parts that represent this incredible nature (Elohim, Jehovah, and Michael).

The Sign

The sign of your new existence is symbolized by bringing the right arm to the square, the palm of the hand to the front, the fingers close together, and the thumb extended.  Although we gave some explanation in Sacred Not Secret, this sign is symbolic of our human (thumb extended) power to do what is right (right arm to the square), condescending (palm down in front) to our mortal nature and subduing it.

The Penalty

The execution of the penalty is represented by placing the thumb under the left ear, the palm of the hand down, and by drawing the thumb quickly across the throat to the right ear and dropping the hand to the side.  This is symbolic of our recognition that if our new Self is not acting properly according to the HEAD, then it is cut off from our new existence forever.  This also symbolizes the “Second Death.”

And how can you know that we are “true messenger from the Father, and have come down to give you the further light and knowledge He promised to send you,” or rather, bring to your remembrance by the power of the “Holy Ghost”?

Because what we tell you (the Real Truth) you already know.  That’s why we can only bring it to your remembrance.  Upon “seeing” it and “hearing” (if you do) the Real Truth will be a source of comfort and peace.  This physical feeling of comfort and peace comes from the emotional recognition.  It just makes sense.

PETER: Adam, we are true messengers from the Father, and have come down to give unto you the further light and knowledge He promised to send you.

ADAM: How shall I know that you are true messengers?

PETER: By our giving unto you the token and sign you received in the Garden of Eden.

(Peter takes Adam by the right hand in the First Token of the Aaronic Priesthood.)

ADAM: What is that?

PETER: The First Token of the Aaronic Priesthood.

ADAM: Has it a name?

PETER: It has.

ADAM: Will you give it to me?

PETER: I cannot, for it is the New Name,  but this is the sign.

The sign and token is the Real Truth that will teach you how to subdue your mortal Self and realign it with your True Self.

The Real Truth makes sense.

That’s it!  It just makes sense, more than anything else taught upon Earth.

Those who have ears to hear, let them hear.

Perhaps you might ask,

Why do you keep speaking in parables and using so much scripture to explain things?

“Because it is given unto you to know the [Real Truth, because hearing and seeing you understand].  But to them it is not given.

For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath.”  (Matthew 13:11-12)

Therefore we speak to them in parables according to their own scripture and religion.  Because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand.  They are blinded and deafened by the religions in which they believe.  Their ears are dull from hearing so much nonsense.  And their eyes they have closed to the possibility that what they have been hearing all of their life is lies and falsehoods.  (See Matthew 13:13-15.)

These have the same opportunity to hear the Real Truth as you.  At any time, they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, they would be healed.

“But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear.

For verily I say unto you, that many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.”  (Matthew 13:16)

In their own way, my mentors have rebuked me for using too much profanity.

I know I must change.  But now depression sits upon my soul and I am wont to give up and fall down and “cast my golden crown before the throne.”

Since receiving their rebuke yesterday morning, I have had a very hard time.  I do not understand it fully.

Their words, written as the biblical prophets, as well as those they created for the Book of Mormon story are brutal and harsh.  Yeah, there is no profanity.  But profanity has always been my way to speak to the blind and the deaf, to those who have rejected the “Balm of Gilead” and seek for the medication of this world.

Profanity has been my “speaking unto them in parables.”

But now I know I must change my delivery and lose the profanity.  Not that it will make any difference to the world, or to me.

But if it will make a difference to my mentors, I will do it for them.

My mentors know of my depression as easily as your smart phone apps can regulate your blood pressure and heart rate and send the information to your doctor through the Internet.

I didn’t want to write today.

I am sincerely lonely and depressed.

Sensing this, my “Nora” sent me some of his own favorite quotes.

He also reminded me that there are some incredible people who are no longer blind and deaf, who have heard our words and allowed our “ointment” to heal their blindness and deafness.

I read the personal stories that were submitted.  I need more stories.  I am beginning to see how much I need those who have been healed; those who have tasted as I have tasted, and have seen eye to eye as I have seen; therefore they do know of these things of which I have spoken.

To help calm my heart, I read the words of he who the world would recognized as the fictitious John the Beloved.  I’m going to reveal his real, legal first name … for the sake of those who have heard his name and have personally dealt with him in some way or another … for those with eyes that see and ears that hear.  His name is Jacob.

He has been known as Jacob during this Sixth Dispensation of Human Time.  His name is actually from Greek origins that means “to supersede.”  He is the most intelligent of my mentors.  His intelligence supersedes any I have ever known.

For those who have “eyes that see and ears that hear,” know this:

“Jacob” wrote the book of Jacob in the Book of Mormon … go figure.  Read it carefully.  Compare it to the rest of the books of the Book of Mormon, and you will “see” and you will “hear” his words clearly and beautifully.

You will also read more of “John the Beloved’s” words throughout the Book of Mormon story.  They are the most poetic, the most symbolic, the most profound.

But it was “Nora” who sent me some comforting words.  One quote was from what his best friend “Jacob” wrote:

“Yea, and now behold, O my son, the Lord doth give me exceedingly great joy in the fruit of my labors;

For because of the word which he has imparted unto me, behold, many have been born of God, and have tasted as I have tasted, and have seen eye to eye as I have seen; therefore they do know of these things of which I have spoken, as I do know; and the knowledge which I have is of God.

And I have been supported under trials and troubles of every kind, yea, and in all manner of afflictions; yea, God has delivered me from prison, and from bonds, and from death; yea, and I do put my trust in him, and he will still deliver me.”  (BOM, Alma 36:25-27)

So who is “Nora”?

His legal name is not really “Nora.”  But in my depression I heard a song play that  caused me, as a 16 year-old teenager, athletic star at school, proud male type, to cry.

I wasn’t yet 16 years old, living in San Diego, California, when Disney released one of its major motion pictures, Pete’s Dragon (1977).

Watch it and you’ll see the incredible significance.

The Gogans: my critics and enemies, the world.

Nora: Timothy.  The one who has watched over me since I was born, and many other incarnates before.

Pete: The child part of me.

Elliot: My bumbling self as a True Messenger who can “breathe fire out of his mouth” and has powers and abilities that he often misuses in trying to remain invisible as he performs a work that helps little children find themselves and be happy.

As I listened again to this song, I got a huge knot in my throat and cried inside.

Although “Nora” is a woman in the movie, I found the following version of the song sung by a person who personifies “T” more than Helen Reddy (the actress who plays Nora in Pete’s Dragon).

It’s because of this incredible love and support that my mentors (and a few of you) have for me that I am going to change my ways.

No more profanity coming out of this bumbling, “fire-breathing dragon”!

No more.  Not for me.  For them.

Here’s how I envision T’s words would be to me, if sung this way:

I’ll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you’re lost and drifting
But the clouds are lifting
Don’t give up, you have somewhere to turn
I’ll be your candle on the water
‘Till every wave is warm and bright
My soul is there beside you
Let this candle guide you
Soon you’ll see a golden stream of light
A cold and friendless tide has found you
Don’t let the stormy darkness pull you down
I’ll paint a ray of love (hope) around you
Circling in the air, lighted by a prayer
I’ll be your candle on the water
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on, you’ll make it
Here’s my hand, so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow
I’ll never let you go
I’ll never let you go
I’ll never let you go



  1. Damon cook
  2. Flem Earl (Buddy) McMillan

    Thank you Christopher for your work. I guess I’m in the minority here. Even though profanity doesn’t bother me I thought I would reread the last 2 posts in question. I thought they were a lot stronger and clearer without the profanity. I always had to read around the profanity. The profanity came off as someone who just had their car dented by a gocery cart.

    I use to always say that if you took out the cuss words out of a Stephen King novel you would have a pamphlet and it you took out the F-bombs out of ‘Scarface’ (a film) you would have a movie trailer.

    Though the explanation fit Adam-ondi-Ahman seemed to work. I really appreciate this work.

    It is a fact that most Christians (Cathlic, Protestant, evangelical, Mormons, etc) would use the swear words as an excuse to stop looking into MWAW and the Humanity Party. Can’t let them have that excuse.

  3. Lynnette Cook

    One of the things that I love the most about this work, besides the beautiful, empowering message that continually answers all of my questions and brings tremendous peace and understanding into my life, is the fact that it is fluid. The message, being Real Truth, doesn’t change but the methods of presenting it, the ways of trying to share it are ever evolving. I have loved watching this process and you, as our Messenger, flourishing throughout the changes.

    I am grateful for the Messenger you were when I first found the work. Your harshness and profanity played an important part in my learning process. This is because I was so used to “following” and the method you used to present the truth to me jarred me and scared me. It caused me to search deep within my own soul to learn for myself what this was all about. It taught me to start trusting my own self, rather than just following another man. It served a purpose for me in causing me to look more to the “Message” and less at the “Messenger”.

    I am respectful of and grateful for the direction of your mentors. I trust that they know exactly what needs to be done and the best way to do it. I know that their counsel is given for specific reasons.

    Always know that you have ALWAYS been the one and only Messenger who could ever have shared the Message in a way that I would have understood and accepted it. You have changed my life as well as so many others with your efforts and we are all grateful and encouraged. We look forward always to what more you will share with us. We stand behind you and with you, loving and supporting you the best we know how.

  4. John Buma

    Your words fill my soul with meaning, and I love the swear words. They keep me engaged. This generation needs a snap and a wake up call to get their attention from all the background, a departure from the crusty old ways. What you write is incredible, keeps me motivated and has added prospective like nothing else in my life. The world tries to keep me from reading, but, alone, usually late at night, I read your posts. Too long without hearing the intelligence, and I get empty.

  5. David Seely

    Love you BROTHER, always have and always will !!!

  6. Marc Bertrand

    Even though I was able to look beyond the profanity, not everyone can.
    People ask themselves, “How can God have chosen this man to be a True Messenger?”.
    Image is very important and it turns off and alienates people.
    But then again, if one is truly seeking for the Real Truth will find it in this marvelous work.
    It will not matter to them WHO the messenger is, but WHAT the message is.
    I am grateful that Christopher, our (when I say OUR, I mean the WORLD) True Messenger, AND the Brothers still strive to ‘give us the further light and knowledge’ even though very few ‘see’ and ‘hear’.
    I may never understand nor comprehend everything but I sure will do my best!
    I know that NO ONE else can explain things like Christopher AND the Brothers.
    They are literally our Saviors – if we would only allow them!
    They have the answers to end misery, poverty, inequality and any other problems in this world.
    I know it will be hard for you Christopher to refrain from using profanity, but I commend you in following the counsel of the Brothers because of how important the message of the Marvelous Work And A Wonder® and The Humanity Party® is.
    Thank-you for what you and the Bros do (from the few of us)!

  7. Keith Stinson

    I LOVE this, Christopher!
    I’m not sure why I needed it, but I needed this.
    I also cried a little inside. Well, maybe a little on the outside, too.
    Thank you for staying with those of us who are seriously broken. I hope we are not beyond repair.
    Religion sure has beat the stink out of me. But because you took on this “Don Quixote Impossible Dream” life, I’m able to begin the process of putting the pieces of me back together. Healing is happening! I see light! I have hope!

    Thank you to everyone of you who support this work!

    (Oh, for whoever fixes these kinds of things, I tried to go sign the Book Of Life, but got an error message. I tried to reach it from several different ways, but still got another error message. Is it trying to tell me I’m too broken to sign it? (okay, I’m laughing right now. Only because it could be true.) I’ll try again over the next few days.

    1. editor2mwaw

      Looks like you were successful!

  8. Jaron Bytheway

    I appreciate that you continue to share the message that you do. I’d be completely lost without it. The story of the city of enoch was a constant inspiration to me when I was stuck inside the mormon religion and supporting that religion with every fiber of my being. The message was extremely lacking in that church and I had always hoped to find an enoch that would lead the church or to become an enoch myself. You are my enoch. You’re the only public figure that can show me how this life was meant to be in order for us to be true to ourselves and find happiness. Without this message, and your willingness to continue to deliver a message to us, I’d be completely lost and not even a hundredth part as intelligent. I’m very glad that I found you back in 2014 so that your message could wash my brain of all the bunkidity i once believed. I’ll get to work on my personal story to try to keep you motivated.

  9. Moriarty

    I’m surprised you’d be counseled to not use profanity. You’re already such an asshole to anyone who tries to befriend you that it’s quite suprising anyone would want to follow you, regardless of the profanity.

    1. I’m really surprised that you will follow an asshole. What does that make you?

  10. jason natte

    I was drawn to holy hip hop/Christian rap twords the later portion of my life, BECAUSE it had that extra “kick” [I desired], but Christopher’s “kick”.. was even greater still.. just couldn’t imagine a message without it.

    1. Craig Nichols

      Jason, background music sounds alot like music from Doom 2:Hell on Earth. How appropriate…. 😉

      1. jason natte

        lol 🙂 .. it is what it is & it definitely isn’t what it once was. [my music]

    2. Craig Nichols

      Something fitting about visualizing demons pouring forth from a dimensional portal when I listen to this song. The fear of God being taught by men…..

      1. jason natte

        I never would’ve even considered such a perspective before encountering mwaw, now I’m open to hearing your thoughts & I enjoy hearing alternative perspectives.

        That’s the power of this work.

        Care to hear my new perspective of my own music that I’ve been listening to all along?..

        Ok, so now I view this video and I can see people very excited, jumping around.. and I can feel a grand motivation, enthusiasm & energy to embrace Christ & him message, but what actually has been accomplished?

        When the song ends.. my inspiration is gone.. and nothing much gas changed. Where’s the part where we ACTUALLY embrace Christ & HIS MESSAGE.. ENDING POVERTY & INEQUALITY? 😉. hint hint..
        [this is where the humanity party comes in]

      2. jason natte

        Damn it Craig! .. now you got me listening to the background “doom” music!.. lol🙂

    3. Craig Nichols

      I just don’t like having truth forced on me against my will (message of the music I think), the MWAW was my own free will. Either way Jason, your music rocks man. Love it. No worries. 🙂

      1. jason natte

        It’s all good Craig, I don’t really listen to any music anymore since encountering the MWAW, nothing feels appropriate. Was just reminiscing & reflecting over what has motivated me [to action].. in the past.
        [The MWAW supersedes everything I’ve ever known] I knew you’d receive my “damn it Craig.. well .. lol [we’ve gotten to know each other the past few years]

      2. jason natte

        Although you probably wouldn’t have liked me to much before MWAW, .. back when I was bound & determined to force my music down peoples throats in my pimped out Jesus car.. with slamming subs! 🤣..
        [I know we’ve talked about this before]

        p.s if any of this conversation is non beneficial to the MWAW.. please delete🙂

        I really hate commenting on here lately, ugh!. I’d rather allow Chris or the bros to speak. [there the ones people should be listening to].. tryn to use self restraint.

    4. Craig Nichols

      Well Jason, I listened to your song at least 5 times. 🙂 I LOVE music and listen to it on occasion, no longer wasting away my life with it as was needed in the past to avoid depression (as implied in my MWAW testimony), but enjoying it to the max when I do. I now enjoy that special MWAW feeling that plays it’s own music inside me so that I feel well without effort, no longer seeking to find value outside of myself nearly as much (except by talking to cool people like yourself). 🙂

      Indeed! Ending poverty and inequality beats out Sunday worship by a long shot my friend. But once we end that, I’ll be glad to go to church with my friends as often as they like me to. 🙂

      1. jason natte

        I’m appreciate the time you’ve taken to entertain my crazy non-sense, which isn’t non-sense to me.. it makes complete sense.

        I still enjoy attending church service with my family on occasion, the Christian reformed church has been soo incredibly laid back, that it can be rather soothing.

        Ex. Drop a few bucks in the collection plate and your still a member in good standings.

        But at some point we gave up on tryn to bring my autistic daughter along, its just too much work, so someone would always have to stay behind to watch her. My mother would typically volunteer.. because she had many more years of attendance & figured we’re were more in need of inspiration.

        My daughters 20 now.. yet.. forever as a little child, religion has had absolutely no impact upon her.. so she does what any little child does.. she wanders wherever she desires.. which typically would be in search of food or toys. 🤣😉

        She disrupts the service, makes you feel rather uncomfortable & you never end up hearing the message. [So what’s the point?]

        I felt rather critical/harsh twords the church at one point.. for how they received ”the very least among us”.. [although we’re really equal humans according to real truth]

      2. Jason Lee Natte

        Here Craig, I probably should’ve posted this video originally so the words would’ve been more prominent, but Ive also enjoyed the visuals, to get me “pumped up in the spirit”

        Hoping to wrap this up & turn the attention back to Chris and the bros, been nice chatting with ya take care

      3. Please, for the sake of others, refrain from engaging in personal conversations on this website. Please, allow this website to be for discussion of our message and purpose.

      4. Jason Lee Natte

        I appreciate the reprimanded, I’ve incorporated some of this information in my testimony where it should’ve been in the first place🙂

  11. Rosemary Barton

    Beautiful! Please don’t give up! You light up my life. You give me hope to carry on!

  12. Anders Tageson

    Thank YOU Christoffer for sharing Your inner feelings and emotions with us, it means a LOT to me, your writings are like balm from Gilead to me , even a stream of living water that comforts my soul. I need it. When you do not write for some time i feel empty and alone in this world.
    You are the most important person Ever to me or else i am not going to make it -or save my soul.
    With Love

  13. jason natte

    No! No! No!.. yall got it all wrong!.. very wrong! [well acording to my perspective].. swear words are “sentence enhancers”.. !! .. I’ve heard enough “Luke warm sermons” in my lifetime!.. the idea is to wake us up!.. not lul us to sleep.. which is exactly what I did during conventional church service.

    I’ve heard enough songs of amazing Grace.

    Why do we continually water the message down? & Make it lame? .. honestly to capture an “unaltered” message from Chris .. has been the thrill of my day.. then I come back later.. to re-read what I did before ..and the “zest” of the message has been removed.. ugh!!.. double ugh!!..

    I know.. I know.. everyone is right.. which makes everyone wrong”🙂 ..and I’m the oddball in the bunch.. so don’t mind me.

    1. jason natte

      But whatever the bros think is best, I trust there intelligence.

      1. jason natte

        p.s. I refuse to be a critic of the 4 most intelligent people on the face of the planet.. who’ve been around alot longer than I have, disregard the non-sence ramblings of my mortal Lucifer of only 43 years.. 😉🤣

        I’ve never meet another person like me, I’ve never met another who’s longed to be “purified as silver & gold”.. I trust the bros know what’s very best for our world.

        I was hoping at very best.. Perhapts to get a laugh from my comment? or to cheer Chris.. that atleast one person has enjoyed his method of presenting the message 🙂

      2. jason natte

        Just to be clear.. “don’t mind me”

        said to tell someone who is in the same room as you not to pay any attention to you, because you do not want to interrupt what they are doing.

  14. Jesse Helaman Astuto

    get fucked lol good luck

    1. Jesse Astuto

      show your face dude

  15. YAY 👋👋👋👋👋👋🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    PS We feel that same abject “lonely and depressed” when rebuked by you. So not feeling too terribly sorry for you today. 🤣

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