“But if they will repent and hearken unto my words.” A bit of Christopher rantings: They’ll never fucking repent!

I’ve lost my peace.

My mentors do not like to toot their own horn.  They never have and never will.

They have counseled me to pay more attention to my autobiography than to what they have done for this world … at this time.

I argued the counsel because I am not emotionally ready to get into the meat of my rebellious years that marred me (1991 to 2003), yet also healed me from the world, as they were crucial years in preparing me to give up the world and fulfill my role.

I won the argument.

Before I continue with my autobiography, answering all of my critics’ questions and confounding my enemies, making another attempt at putting the Real Truth into words that the people of this world can understand … I’m going to toot their horn for them.  No, I’m going to blow a “horn of salvation” for a bit longer to show how truly great and marvelous their work is and show them how much I appreciate what they’ve done for me.

The world has no idea how incredible their Marvelous Work and a Wonder® is.  The people have no idea that their work could heal the nations.  They have incredible knowledge about this world, its beginnings, its transformation, its evolution and its fall; and they have incredible intelligence about everything else.

Knowledge is different than intelligence.  Where knowledge is the acquisition of facts, information, and skills acquired by a person through experience or education, intelligence is the ability to use this knowledge properly.

If the people of this world would just listen to what my mentors have to say, my mentors would explain everything that needs to be done to heal the world, to make it a better place for you and for me and the entire human race.  They can explain exactly how to renew it to its original state.

They charge no money, require no glory, no honor, no accolade, nor recognition for their knowledge and intelligence.  Think about this for a moment …

If they wanted glory, honor, accolade, and recognition to come to them, why in the world … yeah, I was going to write “why in the fuck” … would they pick someone like me to be their True Messenger?  Why not somebody else?  Why not somebody who doesn’t have my bravado, my profanity, my less-than-normal … okay … aberrant past?

Why not find a very popular person, an actor, a statesman (or woman), a scholar with a bunch of degrees, or any other person who already has the world’s attention and the glory, honor, accolade, and recognition that would give their work a proper platform?

Don’t you think they’ve tried?

We have explained how they approached Thomas Jefferson and asked for his help.  Denied.

We explained how they then approached a popular religious scholar and priest, Ethan Smith, and asked for his help.  Denied.

They settled on a nobody teenager with the most common name of that time period.  He was a fucking kid!  What did Joseph Smith know about life?  Not too much.

When it came time to put their sealed portion out there, the one mentioned in their Book of Mormon, they settled again and chose me.  Before the book was ready for publication, they instructed me to write the powerful and popular LDS/Mormon Church and offer The Sealed Portion—The Final Testament of Jesus Christ to this church so that its leaders could control it and make it seem like it came from their prophets, seers, and revelators.  Denied.

Idiots.  If they would have wanted it, I would have signed over all the book’s rights to the LDS/Mormon Church and they could have suppressed it, hid it, changed it, whatever they wanted to do to it.  I have no doubt that, if they would have accepted it, I wouldn’t be in the picture.  My mentors would have dealt directly with the leadership of the Church.

The members think their leaders are in contact with the “Three Nephites” and “John the Beloved” anyway … because that’s what their scriptures imply … just like they think that their leaders know and have met Jesus Christ and received instruction from him personally.

But the LDS/Mormon leaders are fucking clueless!  They’re less than clueless, they’re FUBAR!

When Ida Smith called and spoke with one of her best friends, LDS Apostle Jeffrey R. Holland, in 2007, Holland called me a “whacko” and referred to my wackiness because of … Well, here are Holland’s exact (telephonically recorded) words about me:

“… and then he uh, stort-a started to walk and talk withTimothy the uhhhhh…the Disciple in the Book of Mormon who was raised from the dead …  That’s, that’s my, that’s my unofficial, un- not to be quoted, uh, Jeff to Ida, off the record …(chuckling) personal assessment of a very, very, a sort of a, unstable situation … don’t wanna impugn the man personally … uh but uh, but, but his behavior, and his track record into polygamy and uh, and the moving with Nephite disciples, who were raised from the dead … Uh, what I was more concerned about was this business with the plates and resurrected beings … yeah. Well (sic), I’d like it [to get the sealed portion of the Book of Mormon], yeah, there’s nothing I’d be more excited about. Uhhh. But you’ve uh, you’ve also gotta know, Ida, that when that happens, it’s not gonna happen ta, it’s not gonna come to somebody down at Joe’s Bar and Grill … That’s, that’s my, that’s my unofficial, un- not to be quoted”

Although mentioned in the Book of Mormon as the most significant “beings” and those who would be behind “great and marvelous works,” the LDS/Mormon leadership never mentions them.  If they did, can you imagine what the world would think about the Mormons?

The world already mocks the Mormons for their crazy underwear and their cultish behaviors.  They especially mock them for the Church’s presentation of the Book of Mormon, which my mentors wrote, and which I am always pissed about because of the way the Mormons present the incredible book.

And this is what has upset me most over the years: the way that the people who should understand the Book of Mormon have presented it to the world.

They have corrupted, changed, and presented the book’s message in such a way that the Church deserves to be mocked.  The Tony Award winning play, The Book of Mormon, openly mocks the Church, and deservedly so.  The popular play presents what the world sees as a fantasy book made up by a narcissistic sociopath (Joseph Smith) as a tool the Church uses to “sell” their religion, especially to poor people who have hopes of becoming a part of one of the wealthiest churches on Earth, but who really have no hope.

The book is filled with promises that the Bros wish would have come true.  But with each promise an “if” is given that sets a condition for the fulfillment of the promise.  If you go through the book with the proper understanding of why it was written, you will notice all kinds of clues to what could have been, but only “IF” the Gentiles (white-skinned European Christians) repent.

Here are just a few:

“And it came to pass that the angel spake unto me, Nephi, saying: Thou hast beheld that if the Gentiles repent it shall be well with them; and thou also knowest concerning the covenants of the Lord unto the house of Israel; and thou also hast heard that whoso repenteth not must perish.”  (BOM, 1 Nephi 14:5)

“And blessed are the Gentiles, they of whom the prophet has written; for behold, if it so be that they shall repent and fight not against Zion, and do not unite themselves to that great and abominable church, they shall be saved; for the Lord God will fulfill his covenants which he has made unto his children; and for this cause the prophet has written these things.”  (BOM, 2 Nephi 6:12)

“And then, O ye Gentiles, how can ye stand before the power of God, except ye shall repent and turn from your evil ways?”  (BOM, Mormon 5:22)

“But if the Gentiles will repent and return unto me, saith the Father, behold they shall be numbered among my people, O house of Israel.”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 16:13)

“And I say unto you, that if the Gentiles do not repent after the blessing which they shall receive, after they have scattered my people.”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 20:15)

“For thus it behooveth the Father that it should come forth from the Gentiles, that he may show forth his power unto the Gentiles, for this cause that the Gentiles, if they will not harden their hearts, that they may repent and come unto me and be baptized in my name and know of the true points of my doctrine, that they may be numbered among my people, O house of Israel;

Yea, wo be unto the Gentiles except they repent; for it shall come to pass in that day, saith the Father, that I will cut off thy horses out of the midst of thee, and I will destroy thy chariots;”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 21: 6, 14)

“Turn, all ye Gentiles, from your wicked ways; and repent of your evil doings, of your lyings and deceivings, and of your whoredoms, and of your secret abominations, and your idolatries, and of your murders, and your priestcrafts, and your envyings, and your strifes, and from all your wickedness and abominations, and come unto me, and be baptized in my name, that ye may receive a remission of your sins, and be filled with the Holy Ghost, that ye may be numbered with my people who are of the house of Israel.”  (BOM, 3 Nephi 30:2)

Nothing good has come from their Book of Mormon.  Nothing has changed in this world for the people for whom the book was written.  The book was written in scripture form and using Christian and biblical prose to inspire change in those who control the world, the Gentiles: white-skinned American Christians of European descent.

Again, nothing upsets me more.  These guys have worked tirelessly for nothing!  But they have given me so much.  I am pretty spoiled because of them.  They take care of all my needs if I am in need.  Because of a very few, I am not in need.  In fact, those in my inner circle will one day know what my mentors have done for me in order to get me out of the world and into a safe place where I can finish their work.  The few who are close to me will have the empirical evidence that they need to see how important this work is to my mentors when they see what they have done for me … not only for me, but for those few who stay loyal to me and support this work.  If you support this work with your life … you’ve got my “name written in your forehead” and my “mark on your right hand.”

They have done so much, to no avail.  Their work has failed.  Regardless of its potential and ‘marvelous wonder,’ nothing is changing for the better.  Things are getting much worse.

So,

If our world and solar system will one day be destroyed, and OUR GROUP will no longer have the ability to have a mortal life experience, then what purpose does this work now serve?  Why not just let things go as they are going to go?

Why should we try?  Why should I keep doing what I am doing?

We are no longer doing this work for OUR GROUP.  We are serving other advanced humans who are trying to figure out what humanity type they are going to choose for themselves.

Choosing a humanity type simply means that a newly created advanced human is going through the process of choosing how this person is going to use their new life to interact with others in the environment in which they now find themselves.  They have a choice:  they can either serve others, serve themselves, or be served by others.

They understand the reward for choosing to serve others.  They know that if they choose to live to serve others’ needs, they will have the body (which means they will have the right eyes, ears, nose, mouth, and skin) that will afford them the opportunity to experience the ultimate physical stimulation, by themselves or with other servers.  And this ultimate stimulating experience is not the sex that you know as a mortal.  It is far beyond anything that you can experience sexually as a mortal.

It is the only thing that is any different from those who choose to serve themselves or to be served by the new life experience.

Those in OUR GROUP who are true servers, and choose to remain as such, do not need the mortal experience any longer to fulfill the needs of the advanced brain’s neurological systems.  They don’t need this earth and solar system.  Their time and energy is completely focused on the needs of others, which is always about providing others with the opportunity of life and choices.  They are not concerned about interacting in any environment to bring joy or stimulation to their Self.  Everything that they do is about being in another’s environment … part of another’s reality … for the complete sake of the other.  Their only reward is a body that allows what no other advanced human can ever experience: the ultimate physical sensory experience.

I’m going to do my best to explain all of this in The Dream of Mortal Life book.  It’s incredible, and a lot easier to understand than what I have been able to explain in the past.  But a person has to have the milk first before the meat.  It is my job to take the meat and chew it up until it can be digested by those who don’t have my type of brain.

Other GROUPS of developing humans are watching OUR GROUP.  They are watching how hard my mentors work and all the things that they have tried and are trying to get OUR GROUP to make the mortal experience what it should be.  They are seeing that if their particular GROUP doesn’t have a stronger ratio of “servers,” their GROUP will end up like ours.

The few who are servers live for this work.  These cannot “move on” because there is nothing to move on to.  It’s in their spiritual DNA to do this work.  We are still doing this work for others.  Not for others in OUR GROUP, but for others in other GROUPS of developing humans trying to decide what humanity type to choose in their own GROUP of developing advanced humans.

One made the comment that he couldn’t wait for the book, and he wanted me to get going on it.  He made this comment after I wrote that it would probably be another 5 or so years before I started the final book.

Why so long?

Here’s my response to him:

WTF have you ever done for me or my mentors?

Have you ever thought about us and how hard it is to be mostly rejected after trying so hard?

You’re fucking lucky that I am not in charge of this work!  If I were in charge, I wouldn’t give you or anyone else who does not live and breath this work another explanation of anything.  Do you live and breath this work?  What are you willing to give up for the information we provide you, free of charge?  Would you give up all your money?  All of your relationships?  Would you give up the entire world?

We ask you for nothing, and all you want is more for nothing.

If it were my work, I would isolate myself to the very few who support this work with their life, and only give them the “fruit of the Tree of Life.”

I wouldn’t give any more information to anyone in OUR GROUP … it’s not going to do them any good anyway.

But I do not work for you any longer.  I work for those who called me to this work, and had to settle on me as their True Messenger.

Out of all the people in this world, they settled on me.

Choosing me over everyone else proves just how fucked up the people of the world are.

If I am their hope …

Well,

Now you see why OUR GROUP has no hope.

If you had the same “name in your forehead” that I do, then you would see my face; and I would show you “a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal.”  And in the midst of the street running on either side of the river, you would see the tree of life, which bares fruits; and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations.  You would have no more curse.  You would know the Real Truth of all things.   You would then not need me.  You would have YOU.

The “name in your forehead” and the name in mine, might be two completely different names.

Again,

If you do not have a personal story that you’ve published on this website, you are not invited to the June Meet-n-Greet.  I don’t want to see your face, and you don’t deserve to see mine.

9 Comments

  1. Scott Davis

    By character I am referring to earthly physical character…..

  2. Scott Davis

    I think…..It ought not matter to me greatly whether biblical character is actual or mythological. The Truth that the character represents is that which does redeem us..not the character itself. The Truth is eternal. It is not born. It is assurance unto itself having always existed. Characters are born and therefore dependent on that which already exists to bear them. That which is dependent on another is not greater than that which is not. A character can come by gift to become a Messenger of Truth. …but a gift is bourn unto Them. The teachings and representations of a Christ illustrate these Truths. Therefore according to wisdom of these things… the character of Christ is born to lead certain (religious ones) unto these understandings. Whether that character be mythological or not wouldn’t change a thing. The Truth would remain the same. To worship God is to worship the Truth..not the character. A True God character wouldn’t want to be worshipped. That would drive ya nuts in fact. But the Truth ought be worshipped by all. I think that which I have said is true. If not, hopefully Christopher/Brothers will correct me openly.

  3. Keith Stinson

    “We are no longer doing this work for OUR GROUP. We are serving other advanced humans who are trying to figure out what humanity type they are going to choose for themselves.”

    This statement took me back to a memory (about 10 years ago) of seeing a poster that showed a sinking ship and said, “The moment you realize your life will only be used to warn others.”

    I thought at the time, “That must suck for those who experience that.” I just had that moment. It does suck.

    Someone changed the wording a little, but here’s the poster:

    https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0535/6917/products/mistakesdemotivator.jpeg?v=1554328460

    Has there never been another corrupted earth that we could have watched – to serve as a warning to OUR GROUP?

    Are we the first?

    Or are we that seriously stupid?

  4. Jason Lee Natte

    I’ve been sure tryn to hold myself back from blasting the mwaw with stupid comments, lol.. but I’ve held a little bit different perspective about the mortal Incarnate dream book being delayed 5 years.. well.. that means we get 5 more years of hearing Chris’s wonderful voice!.. now dosnt it?😉.. well maybe that won’t be so wonderful for some. 🤣

    1. Jason Lee Natte

      I’m notorious for quoting things out of context.. but I’m gonna give this a go🙂

      Isaiah 52:7 King James Version (KJV)

      7 How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, Thy God reigneth!

      1. Jason Lee Natte

        I think I seen Chris’s feet somewhere.. ya.. that & that “horn of salvation”.. ohh ya, here they are.. of course your gonna have to overlook whatever doesn’t cross over to real truth, but many of these lyrics should be compatible? Ugh! Still haven’t found what aligns perfectly with real truth ugh! ..lol

        https://youtu.be/NbqukaUeJT8

  5. Jason Lee Natte

    I know Chris has quoted this at a few times before.. but.. “God [our true selves] chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things – and the things that are not – to nullify the things that are” .. of Course .. a lowly, insignificant, nothing.. like I myself will use this to our advantage.. because now I’m valued by God.. & my life has significant worth value and purpose. .. ya.. it seems I’ve been able to remember a few of these things .. but gosh damn! this mortal Incarnate dream brain of mine.. is so damn forgetful!

    Whenever Ive read back through old posts.. they appear new to me all over again.. ugh!

  6. ramiroestrada12

    Im so Happy that they chose Christopher to be the messenger. The mentors needed somebody Gullible and they found it in Christopher. Christopher prayed and wanted to know all things well he got chosen. I don’t know in what GROUP Im in, but I do know this, I have my True self glowing tangible body and im dreaming this life!

  7. Ramiro Estrada

    Im so Happy that they chose Christopher to be the messenger. The mentors needed somebody Gullible and they found it in Christopher. Christopher prayed and wanted to know all things well he got chosen. I don’t know in what GROUP Im in, but I do know this, I have my True self glowing tangible body and im dreaming this life!

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