Peace and life eternal, or depression and damnation—YOUR CHOICE. How to properly serve others and be happy.

When one of my mentors wrote Revelation way back in the early 5th Century C.E.* to provide a countermeasure for the recently canonized New Testament, “he” used a “sharp two-edged sword coming out of his mouth” as a symbolic reference for the Real Truth.

NOTE: Because modern scholars didn’t have a clue where the symbolism used in Revelation came from, they set the date for Revelation’s authorship sometime during the 1st Century A.D. (C.E.), because in dating it, these “learned ones” compared Revelation’s symbolism to visions that certain popular historical leaders had—Domitian and Nero are a couple of examples.

Every part of Revelation’s symbolism was taken directly from the Old Testament, an “unfolding” of which should now become part of history after the book, 666, The Mark of America, Seat of the Beast—The Apostle John’s New Testament Book of Revelation Unfolded, was published in 2006.

… But noooooooooooooooooo … The “learned ones” cannot concede their error and allow a guy who claims to know the author ,and was asked by the author and others to be their True Messenger, to take credit for the ONLY correct explanation for, not only the actual time period in which it was written, but all of Revelation’s symbolism.

The 666 book destroys every explanation that has ever been given of Revelation, hands down.  This book is one of the MWAW greatest pieces of evidence that this work is what it claims to be.  There has never been anyone who has published an explanation about Revelation like the MWAW has … NO ONE.

Again, this remains one of our challenges:

Find an explanation that makes more sense than any of the explanations given in the 666 book, and you will prove that this work is not what it claims to be.  Just one better explanation … that’s all a critic or enemy would have to do.  Find just one.

They can’t and never will be able to find a better more logical explanation.

Yeah, people are afraid of the Real Truth.  Make the challenge to anyone and you’ll see how afraid people are to confront it, especially those who gain value from others for being smart and “well read.”

“Well read”?

What does that mean exactly?

It means that you might have read every book that has ever been written, and know everything that is in every book that has ever been written.  But you still don’t know shit about shit.

Think about it.

If you were to talk to someone who has read every book ever published and can remember and retain an understanding of everything that he or she read, none can explain human consciousness.  None can explain who we are and why we exist in a way that makes complete sense.  None can come close to explaining the space-time continuum or even a supernova (when a star explodes) and why it explodes.

Go ahead … Google it.  Ask Siri or Alexa … or any other artificial intelligence that has access to an incredible amount of information and are artificially well read.

They don’t know shit about who we actually are and why we exist, and how we exist the way that we do.

Go ahead … spend hours upon hours upon hours studying everything that there is to know about the space-time continuum, and after your brain is fried, and you still don’t know much more than you did before you started your study … go ask a child.

The child will look at you with a blank stare … almost like an Alzheimer’s patient might look at one of his or her loved ones whom the patient no longer recognizes … like many of you look at me … or at least how I perceive you when you look at me.

What would it be like for a child who was never taught the concept of time?

Time to get up.  Time to go to bed.  Time to eat.  Time to play.  Time to die.

If the concept of time was never taught, then we would simply get up, go to bed, eat, play, and die … and that would be the end of it all.  Right?

The Real Truth is, TIME DOES NOT EXIST.  Time is the problematic concept that creates the dilemma for scientific explanation and for understanding human existence.  Because if we die, and we are only waking up, at what time did we go to sleep?

The Real Truth about human existence and the absence of time will be explained in our final book.  Once explained, all those “learned ones” who throw around all those words and explanations about the space-time continuum that no one really understands clearly, will fade away into what these ego-based words should be …  words that actually mean nothing … because they were invented by a …

“… beast that was, and is not, and yet is.”  (Revelation 17:8.)

Have you ever thought about the words that one of my Bros used to describe all the worldly knowledge, aspirations, glory, honor … everything that humanity offers to a person as something good and valuable … being a part of something “that was, and is not, and yet is”?

It’s kinda of a nonsensical twist on the Real Truth that nothing that is done on earth during mortality is of any importance.  Think about the concept as it relates to your own existence:

You were, and are not, yet you are.

Let’s read it in context and use it as a segue into what this post is really all about:

The beast that thou sawest was, and is not; and shall ascend out of the bottomless pit, and go into perdition: and they that dwell on the earth shall wonder, whose names were not written in the book of life from the foundation of the world, when they behold the beast that was, and is not, and yet is.”

Since there were no computers when Revelation was written, and the most prevalent form of communication at that time was what came out of one’s mouth (as most people couldn’t read or write) I’m going to rewrite what my Bro wrote concerning a “sharp two-edge sword”:

And out of his fingers on the keyboard of his computer’s word processor goeth a sharp sword, that with it he should smite the glory of nations by correcting their errors; and he confounds the ways of the world, and because all mortals’ True Selves cannot intervene, he does.”

And out of his mouth goeth a sharp sword, even The Word of God that with it he should smite the nations: and he shall rule them with a rod of iron: and he treadeth the fruit of the vine with fierceness which is in the winepress of wrath of Almighty God.  (Compare Revelation 19:15.)

This “rod of iron” was used by John in Revelation 12:5, to express the way in which the Real Truth will correct the falsehoods and corruption upon the earth.  Whether it is in the story of Moses or the words of Proverbs, the term “rod” has been used throughout written scripture to express a means of correction. It is interchangeable with “staff,” which is used by a shepherd to direct sheep and ward off the wolves.

“Iron” is the significant adjective borrowed from written scripture by John to demonstrate what this particular means of correction (“rod”) can do:

Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter’s vessel. (Psalms 2:9)

And the fourth kingdom shall be strong as iron: forasmuch as iron breaketh in pieces and subdueth all things: and as iron that breaketh all these, shall it break in pieces and bruise. (Daniel 2:40)

“Iron” represents eternal truths that cannot be negated or changed by the precepts and doctrines of men. It is interchangeable with the terms “word of God” or “word of truth,” which will correct and change the human value of “Do unto yourself what is needed to be happy” to “Do unto others what you would have them do unto you,” thus creating happiness for everyone.

My Bro expresses the products of our misuse of the eternal principles of happiness outlined by our True Selves as “the fruit of the vine”; whereas the world is “the vine” and the actions of the people is its “fruit.”  Because of the non-intervention of our True Selves in mortality (“wrath of God”), the “fruit” is as if it is in the “winepress of the wrath of God.”  The Real Truth will “tread” with zeal (“fierceness”) upon this “fruit,” crushing it under its feet, which were previously described as being “feet like unto fine brass.”

(Oh my … guess where I got the above couple of paragraphs full of the correct explanations?  The 666 book.)

If you come to this work, and you’re not one of a “broken heart” (humility) and a “contrite spirit” (felling stupid that you don’t know shit about shit and you want to know), you’re going to get cut … deeply.

Stay away from me and this work if you don’t want to be cut to the core … if you don’t want everything that you think you know, everything that has given you value, or which has brought you pride in knowing …

I know.  I am smart.  I am intelligent.  I understand things.

No you don’t!  You don’t know shit!  If what you know you learned out of a book by doing research and studying (especially scriptures, which are the philosophies of men … you don’t know shit about shit!  Everything that you do know is,

… what was, and is not, and yet is.

I don’t know how many times I have quoted the following verse of Christian-based prose, written by the Bros to warn a person about what is going to happen if they come in contact with their work:

For the time cometh, saith the Lamb of God, that I will work a great and a marvelous work among the children of men; a work which shall be everlasting, either on the one hand or on the other—either to the convincing of them unto peace and life eternal, or unto the deliverance of them to the hardness of their hearts and the blindness of their minds unto their being brought down into captivity, and also into destruction, both temporally and spiritually, according to the captivity of the devil, of which I have spoken.”

I recently mentioned the proof of this by giving the perfect example of my most vociferous, angry, hateful, and vindictive enemies, Dschaak.

Now I am going to give you a couple more.

Are you ready for the Real Truth?

Are you ready to be cut deeply by what comes out of my finger tips?

Here is a personal story that was recently submitted by a man whose name I will not mention … he has mentioned his own name.

Consider what this work has done to his life:

(Beginning of submitted personal story.)

To those who may find interest in this work,

I have postponed writing this letter because of how difficult a subject matter this is for me.  I used to think the MWAW was the greatest thing to ever be brought to my attention.  And then I had to choose between the work and someone I loved very dearly.  She didn’t want to hear about the work or Christopher and wanted me to have the same hope she did for humanity.  Because of things that have been shared about our group of humans, I lost hope in humanity, and I couldn’t share with her the same hope she had for humanity.  We eventually split up and I’ve never felt so alone and lonely.

It’s been hard for me to organize my thoughts on this matter because of how difficult things have become for me as I try to find my balance with the core message of the MWAW and my being so lonely.  It’s also been hard for me to feel that no matter what I do or we do, that our planet will be destroyed in the years to come and that that will be the end of our humanity group.  I can’t think of more awful thing to befall us than this end of the world message.  I was finding it all very difficult to make sense of and am now suffering from a severe case of mental depression.  I am so bad I’m going to have to take drugs so I can find some mental balance with it all.  It has really fucked up my mind and I have never been so unhappy.  Taking into account that I am now without my partner and having to deal with this information.

I came across the work 5-6 years ago, but the recent core message has kicked my ass to where I feel worthless every freaking day and have considered suicide as a viable option.  This is not easy for me to write when so many others are writing great things and they should, but I am being honest about where I am right now.

I thought to myself, who wants to listen to my bullshit interpretation of a great work, so I’ve postponed writing.  I own it.  I love Christopher and have loved this work.  When I started feeling so depressed, the depression seemed to cover my real feelings toward the work.  The recent message titled “Mortals of Earth kill True Messengers who tell the Real Truth.  What is currently happening in our TRUE reality” answered many questions for me and began to fill me with some sort of hope again. I hope now to kick the depression and continue to have the hope that came from that message.

(End of personal story.)

Oh, how this man might say …

“… to the mountains and rocks, Fall on [me], and hide [me] from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb.”


Because he has not written the Real Truth about himself and what is really causing his depression.

Since he won’t reveal the Real Truth about himself … I will … I must … I am HIS True Messenger.  I am also his eternal friend, as far as our True Selves are concerned.

Let’s see how he handles the “sharp twoedged sword” of Real Truth.

I personally met with this man and the “someone [he] loved very dearly” in my own home … which incidentally … are you ready for this … was the smallest house (per square feet) than any other house in the entire Salt Lake valley, Utah.

I sat there with this man and listened to him lie to this “someone [he] loved dearly,” telling her how important she was and how he didn’t want anyone else but her.  I knew very well that this man would fuck any woman who would let him and give him the value he was looking for, in spite of being with this woman of whom he professed he “loved dearly.”

At one of the first MWAW public events this man attended, he went up to a married woman, one of my closest friends, and whispered in her ear, “I want to fuck you!”

That whisper eventually led to an affair with the woman … an affair that started before he met his “someone I loved very dearly,” but went on behind her back.

He was in a tiny house in the presence of his own True Messenger.  I can sense a lie as soon as I hear it.  I don’t say anything to the person who is lying, because I’m in “their room” at the moment … I’ll explain more about this “their room” below.

When you lie to my face, I’ll never trust you.

You can tell me anything about you … ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING … and I will never judge you for what you have done or are doing.  But if you lie to me, you’ll lose my trust and I’ll eventually have nothing to do with you.

I sat there and watched tears fall from this man’s face as he expressed his love for me and this work.  He was lying to his “someone I loved very dearly.”

Ever since this man has been involved with this work, he has looked for opportunities to fuck whomever will fuck him.  Why?

He is far from a physically attractive man.  But he is a kind man, a compassionate man, a talented man … and he knows how to make a woman feel sexual pleasure.

But he is a liar.

And he wonders why he is so depressed?

He is depressed because he is not being true to his True Self.

He is continually “denying the Holy Ghost,” which is an unpardonable sin that causes him to feel depression.

He can fuck whomever he wants, and he won’t feel depressed.  He can have an affair with a married lady, and he will not feel depression.  He can do all manner of “sin” and his True Self will always forgive him for this.

But if he acts contrary to the needs of his True Self, he’s going to feel VERY LONELY and VERY DEPRESSED, which is “… being brought down into captivity, and also into destruction, both temporally and spiritually, according to the captivity of [his mortal ego], of which I have spoken.”

This man is a “server.”  That’s his humanity type.  He longs to serve others.  This makes him the happiest.  That’s why he wants to fuck any woman who will let him … because he knows he can make the women feel good … have an orgasm.  He wants to “serve” them in this way.

What’s wrong with that?  Right?

I am about to tell you what is wrong with that …

But first I want to tell most of my “friends” and supporters, especially those of the same humanity type as me … which you should now realize is really not any different than anyone else’s … we are all Stellarians needing to be served in our own way … that the way that you think you are serving others is actually wrong and contrary to how your True Self would actually serve others properly.

I have another very close friend who loves to hug everyone she sees, every time she sees them.  She loves to smile and wave to strangers.  She is one of the kindest, most compassionate, most giving … one of the most wonderful women I have ever known.

But the way that she serves others is fucking evil!

She might as well do as the man above and fuck everyone she sees … it would have the same effect.

Both this man and this woman completely disregard the free will of others and force their service on others … the man, by wanting to fuck every woman he sees, and the woman, by wanting to hug and wave to everyone she sees.

Here is where most people get service completely wrong and turn it into an evil thing, which means that you do something that takes away the free will of another:

Are you ready for the Real Truth?

Most aren’t … but here it is anyway …


It’s YOU who wants to serve them.  It is not them wanting to be served by you at that moment.

YOU want what YOU want, regardless of what the person whom YOU WANT to serve feels in the moment.

As I tried my best to explain the process by which a “server” serves properly in my answer post yesterday, think of it this way:

YOU ARE IN THEIR ROOM!  You are in a room that is theirs alone.  It is not your room.  You add your energy to the room so that they can do with the energy in their room what they want, not what you want.

NO true server would ever … ever … ever … ask to serve another, or want to serve another, UNLESS the other asks the server to do something specific for them, BUT THE ONE BEING SERVED WILL TELL THE SERVER WHAT THEY WANT.

A “server” never assumes that she knows what the person she wants to serves wants.

So as you go about your life, IF you are the “server type,” you need to think of everyone that you encounter as being in their own room.  You walk into their room, one full of energy for their use, not for yours.

They already know you’re a hugger.  They already know you want to fuck them.  So, let them walk into YOUR ROOM if they want to be hugged or fucked.

But when you walk into their room, into their presence, into their life … SERVE THEIR NEEDS NOT YOUR OWN!

If you want to feel peace and happiness … and you’re a “server type,” start living life by imagining that every person that you come into contact with exists in a “room” of their own choosing, of their own making.  And when you enter their room, serve their needs.


Remember what I wrote yesterday …

“The server has a different body than the other person in the room.  Depleted of 3 joules of energy and waiting upon the other person to release their excess DIRECTLY INTO THE SERVER’S BRAIN … not into the room, because the server already released enough joules to keep the room balanced … but DIRECTLY INTO THE SERVER’S BRAIN.”

This means that you do NOT serve them UNTIL they send you the energy, which is in the form of vibrations created by their brain, sent to their voice box and out their mouth, and then picked up by your ears … that’s how energy is transferred.  They will tell you what they need.  OR, you will FEEL what they need.

And maybe they don’t want you to come into their room and bother them.

So don’t fucking go into their room and whisper that you want to fuck them or hug them.

Look at their countenance.  Feel their energy.

Do they act like they want a hug?

Do they act like they want to fuck you?

If they do not approach you for a hug, or a fuck, don’t think that you’re going to serve them properly by forcing your free will on them by serving them.

Why is this so important for a “server type” to understand.


They are not happy when they are being served by others.  They do not want you to hug them unsolicited … which is a way to transfer energy through sight, smell, and touch.  Maybe at the very moment your hug is going to transfer energy to their brain that makes them feel unbalanced.

Yep … your hug just threw off their equilibrium.  You did it!  You didn’t serve them!  You served yourself, and in the process of serving yourself, you fucked up their equilibrium by transferring your energy to them.


Most people are “self-servers.”  Why?  Because ALL of us, as our TRUE SELF in our First Estate, are self-servers.

People who want others to serve them (Stellarians) offer their services to others:

Here!  Take my energy!  Here’s a hug for you!

I want to fuck you and transfer my energy into you, emotionally and physically.

Here’s my opinion.  Let me transfer the energy of my voice (my opinion) into your brain so that your brain has more energy than what it needs to be happy.


This man cannot blame me or this work for his depression.

He has only himself to blame.

This advice I would give him:

If you ever want to be in my presence again, stop fucking lying!  Tell your story … (without using the names of the women you want[ed] to fuck) … and tell the fucking truth about yourself!

You’ll find that those who care don’t matter; and those who matter don’t care.

Your depression will end when you start being who you really are and being true to your eternal nature as a server.


Oh … and about those supernovas that science hasn’t a clue about …

Well, on about June 16, 2145, out there in the universe, some scientist on another planet in another solar system, in another galaxy is going to see another supernova …

And just maybe, just maybe … there will be a True Messenger on that planet explaining what it really is, and most importantly, why the star blew up.

But anyways …


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  1. You’ve got to be kidding!

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