A few sundry thoughts from an “idle witness.”


I snapped this picture a few seconds ago, right after I dragged … yeah dragged … myself from bed, sat down at my computer and started writing …


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Do I look like I want to write today?

Yet, every day there is this nagging feeling that keeps me dragging myself out of bed.

Some call this feeling the “Spirit of God.”  Okay, we’ll go with that.

Others call it the “Spirit of the devil.”  Okay, we’ll go with that.

But what it actually is, is the energy needs of my True Self‘s brain automatically balancing itself by ensuring that the proper amount of energy is maintained.

Yep, the feelings of the “Spirit of God” (or of the devil … depending on how one looks at it) are simply your True Self‘s brain organizing sensory stimulation that’s either being expelled from our brain into our Second State of Human Consciousness (the physical environment in which our True Self exists), or entering our brain from the same environment.

I know this.

You don’t.

And you’re very lucky that you don’t.

What if you actually knew Real Truth … not believed it because it makes sense, but KNEW it?

What if you knew that the moment your mortal life ends, the experience is no different than waking up from a … not a night dream you have while sleeping, but from a daydream you are having while awake.

Think about it …

Imagine YOU as your True Self existing in a world, very similar to Earth, but in its perfect form in every way.  You’re walking along … just thinking about things … about certain situations, and certain scenarios pop into your head automatically, without you even thinking about them.  That’s daydreaming.  We all do it.

Sometimes we daydream about things that are in our real world … sometimes we daydream about fantasies playing out.  Yeah … we can be walking along and playing with a childhood friend, or even having sex with someone in our mind.  That’s daydreaming.

But what is our actual true conscious reality?

Is it walking along in a beautiful, perfect, nature-filled forest, or playing with a childhood friend or having sex with a person in our mind?  They’re both our own experiences happening in our brain simultaneously.

Which one is the real, true experience our body is having?

Now mortal men … let’s get real here for a minute …

You see a beautiful women, with the most voluptuous body and sexy features that you can imagine, walking down the street … okay, if you’re a gay man, it’s a sexy man … sexier than Jesus … oooh, oooh, pick me … FACT … there have been some of you who follow this work who have had a dream about having sex with me … am I right?  Yes I am!  Not because you lust after me physically … some of you who have had this dream haven’t even met me in person … but because the stimulation (energy) of the Real Truth that you get through me (as your True Messenger) throws your brain out of balance, and in the process of rebalancing itself and releasing the excess energy that the MWAW put into your brain and needs is released out of your physical senses … we have a sexual experience together!

Yep, that’s pretty much how it might work.  Why sex?  Why couldn’t it just have been you and I skipping down the sidewalk holding hands like a couple of innocent kids?

The experience your brain creates with me personally depends on the intensity of the energy that the Real Truth’s impact had on you … good or bad.

Sex is the ultimate “rebalancing act” that a mortal brain can have.  Immediately after an orgasm, the mortal brain … and body … is completely aligned and in its perfect balance … then you look over and realize with whom you had sex … depending on the person … there goes your brain’s perfect alignment … not 2 minutes after you felt perfect!!!

My critics and enemies aren’t dreaming about having sex with me.  They dream about watching me “die a slow and painful death … while sipping on a berry beer and munching on some Doritos.”

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I’m sure my enemies have had daydreams and night dreams about killing me … just as sure as I am about some followers having dreams about having sex with me.

So …

Our True Self is walking along in a perfect forest while our mortal Self exists in our head, living mortal life upon Earth without us thinking about it.

At any time, our True Self can think about it and a daydream will start, and whatever is happening to our mortal Self at the time … whatever experience we are having upon Earth … will play out in our advanced brain as a daydream.

Then, all of the sudden …

The daydream ends.  Our True Self no longer daydreams.  Our True Self can remember every part of the daydream that our brain had created, but our True Self can no longer daydream and continue the experience.  Our mortal Self just died.

So, our True Self thinks about the last thought … about the last experience our mortal Self was having before our mortal Self died.

Men …

There we were … going down the freeway 10 miles over the speed limit.  Our true reality was that we were driving down the freeway going 10 miles over the speed limit … but while we were driving, we were engaged in sex with our neighbor’s wife … Oh, it was so good!  Our physical body is reacting and we start breathing harder, moaning … still driving down the freeway going 10 miles over the speed limit … we can feel her breasts … taste her lips and tongue … smell her incredible scent … still driving down the freeway going 10 miles over the speed limit … our breathing intensifies, our male sexual appendage expands to its maximum girth … without being able to control it … we have a powerful orgasm … still driving down the freeway going 10 miles over the speed limit.

… And that’s pretty much the last thing our True Self is able to remember from the daydream our True Self was having walking in a beautiful, perfect forest filled with perfect nature.

Our mortal Self ran off the road and hit a pole.

That’s it, Folks!  I just wrote some soft porn, but it is the reality and Real Truth about mortal life and death.

And everything I just explained will be verified when you die!

I know this.

You’re lucky you don’t!

But anyways …

But I can honestly say, if it weren’t for my mentors and the very few who support me and this work, there is no way I would drag myself out of bed.  My mentors and the few make me feel guilty.  I have more support, more of life’s good things, than I could have ever imagined … all made possible by my mentors and the very few of you … who have sold all of your worldly possession to purchase a pearl of great price.

Sometimes as I lay in bed contemplating the task before me, I become depressed because my task is to …

Cry unto this people—Repent ye … And I did cry unto this people, but it was in vain; … And behold they did harden their hearts against [their True Self].

And it came to pass that I, [Christopher], did utterly refuse from this time forth to be a [True Messenger] of this people, because of their wickedness and abomination.

Behold, I had led them, notwithstanding their wickedness I had led them many times to [the Real Truth], and had loved them, according to the love of God which was in me, with all my heart; and my soul had been poured out in prayer unto my God all the day long for them; nevertheless, it was without faith, because of the hardness of their hearts.

And it came to pass that I utterly refused to [get up out of bed] go up against mine enemies; and I did even as the Lord had commanded me; and I did stand as an idle witness to manifest unto the world the things which I saw and heard, according to the manifestations of the Spirit which had testified of things to come.

But anyways … Sigh …

I am awake.



  1. Jason Lee Natte

    I know you never asked, but I long to encourage you to keep doing what you do.. so I’ve had this nagging desire to share what I can remember of the two dreams I’ve had so far.

    No worries.. they were neither violent.. nor sexual..🤣

    In the first.. I dreamt I met you in person, and I was pretty excited to hear you speak, but everything you were saying was upsetting me pretty badly.

    In the second.. you were working tirelessly behind the counter of some kind of restaurant.. [Joe’s bar & grill?] you had a chef outfit on & you were preparing food.. as I walked in the door, I was curious if you caught sight of me.

  2. Scott Davis

    I’m not a poet …. but anyway.. .. We’ve got him tired… We’ve got him worn… No King’s robe… Will he adorn?… He play’s his role… As best he can… Don’t forget… He’s just a man… We’ve got him tired… We’ve got him worn… Being Chosen… Before born… A Light that shines… A Message clear… A love so pure… Beholden dear… We got him tired… We got him worn… Ought every heart… Begin to mourn?… He play’s his role… As best he can… A Message sent… To every man… A KING’S ROBE… HE WILL ADORN!… WE’VE GOT HIM TIRED… WE’VE GOT HIM WORN… One and all… Come hear and see… The Chosen One… Will soon be free… Circled by friends… A proven foe… Yet by Word… Some true made low… Circled by friends… but now it’s true… His Sword divides… Both me and you… We cannot rest… A Work needs done… If not for us… For those to come… We’ve got him tired… We’ve got him worn… Being Chosen… Before born… A Light that shines… A Message clear… A love so pure… No need to fear… One and all… Come hear and see… A Marvelous Work… A Wonder free… One and all… Come hear and see… His Sword divides… both you and me… Circle of prayer… A Work so pure… the hearts of all… It ought to lure… Get on board… You Chosen few… Get on board… There’s much to do… Give him strength… Be a friend… Surely then… His heart will mend… He’s been so marred… The hate of man… Has left him scarred… He never ran… But he is tired… Yes, he is worn… So very tired… Yet, he is sworn. Give Him your all… Our due is come… Who won’t fall? Will there be some?… A KINGS ROBE… THEY WILL ADORN… THEY’VE GOT THEM TIRED… THEY’VE GOT THEM WORN… A Marvelous Work… And Wonder dear… Come one and all… No need we fear… And when all… Is said and done… That which remains… Will all be One… The Dream is past… The Work is done… We did not quit… We did not run. We’ve got him tired… We’ve got him worn… He done the deed… Which he was sworn… A Message clear… A Light that shines… A love so pure… He did endure………. It Is… What it Is.

  3. ramiroestrada12

    Wow Christopher you better get some NyQuil and get rest!! You need rest!!! Thanks for the information about daydreaming this life. We are certainly very advanced people. I hope we’re people! Please control your True self don’t wake up stay with us. Thanks

  4. Gerry Hagan

    You certainly are 🙂

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